So I try to illustrate each of my posts. I do this because in the days when the internet was young I often found blogs during image searches. I’ve grown more cautious over the years, regarding copyright. I try to stick to the “fair use doctrine”—and that’s what it’s called, a doctrine—or images I “own.” In the latter case it often means searching WordPress for a picture I’ve posted before. Since nobody has time to name all their photos, I use the assigned DSCN or IMG nomenclatures. There aren’t so many that a search won’t turn up an image in my library. Thing is, WordPress likes to anticipate what I’m looking for. What’s more, it “autocorrects” after I’ve begun scrolling through everything. DSCN becomes “disc” in its addled electronic brain, and IMG becomes “OMG.” Naturally, the image you’re seeking can’t be found until you manually correct autocorrect.
OMG has become very common shorthand these days. Growing up evangelical, there was a debate whether “o my God” was swearing or not. Those who like to hedge their eternal bets argued that this was taking the Lord’s name in vain, thereby breaking one of the big ten. This was to be avoided at all costs. Those with a little less fear (or perhaps a bit more courage) argued that “God” wasn’t “the Lord’s name.” God is a generic word and can refer to any deity, except, of course, for the fact that there is only one God. This led straight back to the conundrum. Exegetes tell us that technically this commandment isn’t about saying the deity’s name, but rather it’s a prohibition against using said name when you don’t intend to do what you say you’ll do. In other words, lying.
It’s truly one of the signs that evangelicalism has evolved that the world’s best known liar is unstintingly supported by this camp. When I was a kid, saying, well, OMG, could get your mouth washed out with soap. Lying could lead to other forms of corporal punishment, such as being, in the biblical parlance, smitten. Now it gets you elected to the highest office in the land and supported by all those very people who won’t spell out OMG, even when they’re busy cutting you off in traffic with their Jesus fishes flashing in the sun. When I was a kid presidents would step down rather than go through the humiliation of being shown a liar in the face of the world. Times have changed. And I have no idea how to illustrate such a post as this. What comes up when I search OMG?
America’s all about money.I read quite a bit about care-related exhaustion, and being in a situation where several family members are requiring care I’ve begun to notice that our government just doesn’t care.Talking with a family member recently, his exhaustion was clearly evident.Not affluent, he has to care for a spouse with Alzheimer’s and continue to work ten hour days because nobody pays you simply to help another human being in need.Care can be monetized, of course.Then Republicans sit up and take notice.Until then, however, I try not to be overwhelmed by what is clearly a growing crisis.Some call us the “sandwich generation”—we support our children longer as more and more jobs become obsolete, and we care for our parents longer as lifespans extend and extend.For the working poor, the benefits do not keep pace with life expectancy.And what child wants to see his or her parent suffer? Why doesn’t our government care?
Instead of devising new ways to deal with a massive crisis (I know many people who are constantly running on empty from having both to caregive and to work), Washington tweets about how the wealthy are the objects of “witch hunts.”Those with too much are so oppressed, but they just can’t see their way to share what they have.Meanwhile even those of us with educations find ourselves not knowing what to do.Politicians play their games forgetting that the pieces they move about the board are alive and sentient.After all, there’s only one king on each side.And who feels too bad if a pawn or two gets bumped off, as long as the monarch is kept safe?
There are solutions.Not perfect, of course, but societies with a dash of socialism realize that if those on the bottom can’t do their jobs, those on the top will tumble too, when the foundation fails.Any builder knows the importance of secure footings.One guy, often cited by the GOP but never really listened to by them, said houses built on sand fall.Giving care takes time, money, and energy.Employers want those exact same things and should you fail to provide them, you will find yourself also requiring care.Even if your reason was that you were caring for another.Meanwhile policies will be made to favor those who line the pockets of the political.Who cares?Certainly not the officials we “elected” to “lead” us.
I was walking in Ithaca, with my feet not far from Sagan.Winter had settled in prematurely, as it often does in upstate.I was wearing a hoodie and old fleece combo and I suppose I looked a bit tatty.My wife and daughter had gone to see Harriet, but movies about how badly people have mistreated others, strangely for a guy who watches horror, really depress me.Ithaca, until recently, supported three independent bookstores, so I figured I could pass the time easily enough.It was growing dark and breezy, and I visit bookstores only with a list, otherwise it’s too dangerous.Autumn Leaves, a used vendor, I’ve visited many times.Their religion section is disappointingly small, but I tend to find offerings in other areas when I blow in.
Buffalo Street Books is the last remaining indie that handles new books, but I stopped by The Bookery, now closing, on my way.This was saddening.Ithaca houses both the ivy league Cornell and the highly regarded Ithaca College.I suspect many of the street sweepers hold doctorates.Has book culture entirely bent the knee to Amazon?At the end of the last millennium, Ithaca housed 25 independent bookstores.Today it’s evident that Buffalo Street (formerly The Bookery II) struggles to keep its hold.I feel ethically obligated to buy something there, to take one for the team.I had a short list and the shelves in The Bookery had been nearly bare.It was just too depressing to stay there.I found an inside bench and sat to read until the movie was over.
Or so I thought.I ventured back outside and now it was fully dark, being six p.m., and I wandered back to the familiar Ithaca Commons.I went into a couple of shops, but they looked at me as if I were homeless.(I suppose I was, in a sense.)I haven’t had a haircut in a while, and my beard is scruffy and white.My hoodie and fleece don’t speak to affluence.I had unconcealed books—I routinely refuse bags—and I suppose I could come across as a touch eccentric.(I don’t have enough money to be authentically eccentric.)I wondered how street people do it.Outside the east wind was decidedly sharp and windbreaks on the pedestrian zone are few.I came to the monument to Martin Luther King Junior.I was walking in Ithaca but I really felt that books could make that dream come true.
Recently, according to an ABC story a friend sent me, some self-righteous Catholics stole indigenous statues from the Amazon from a location in Rome.The statues had been a gift to the Pope and placed outside the church of Santa Maria in Traspontina.Like mass shooters these days, the Christians responsible filmed themselves doing this and shared it on social media.I’ve experienced a lot of religious intolerance in my life.I lost my job and my childhood to it, among other things.Stories like this are beyond sad because religion really does have the capacity to bring people together rather than to tear them into warring factions.Unfortunately it tends to draw in the hateful looking for excuses for their violence.
Not unrelatedly, I attended a church program on gun violence.Before this gets immediately blown up into “anti-gun,” please note—the program was about violence, not guns.During the Q&A after the presentation someone asked who the panelists were trying to reach, “preaching to the choir.”After that he admitted to being a gun owner and felt that his position was unfairly represented.Tension mounted.One of the panelists, the one who’d witnessed his first murder at age 11, and who’d spent time in jail himself, broke in and said “This is about violence, let’s not make it about guns.”I was struck by his focus and control.He’d told us earlier that if a gang member could be convinced to wait 24 hours before getting his gun after an insult or injury a shooting almost never took place.Violence is often a spur of the moment thing.
What’s so troubling about those who smirk as they film themselves doing violence, like stealing statues outside a church, is that this is not an impulse act.This is planned, hateful violence.It wears the mask of religion, often titled “orthodoxy” or “conservatism” but it is in reality simply a way of excusing your hatred.Ironically, the Jesus they claim to be following said, “Let the one without sin throw the first stone.”I guess we’ve got quite a few sinless conservatives out there, although I have to wonder if filming yourself might not count as pride.It used to be called a deadly sin, but who’s counting?Self-righteousness isn’t quite the same thing as vanity, although they sleep in the same bed.But let’s not get lust involved, once that happens there’ll be no telling one sin from another.
A huge shout-out to Andrew Laties for conceiving and organizing the Easton Book Festival!Easton may not be the largest city in the state, but the Lehigh Valley is Pennsylvania’s fastest growing area.As we discovered when we moved here almost a year-and-a-half ago, it is a region that supports bookstores.Even before the Festival we’d explored some six or seven and after moving from central New Jersey—where keeping a small shop or two open was a struggle.We’ve become spoiled for choice.Writers may not be the easiest people to herd—many of us are quiet and tend to live in our own heads quite a bit—but the festival has brought some 200 of us together, and we write on all kinds of things.
Although the panel on which I participated had religion as one of its themes, my wife and I noticed that at each session we attended religion was mentioned.Either it was in an author’s background, or it figured into their writing, or most embarrassingly, it objected to and tried to silence them through censorship.Although my book’s subtitled The Bible and Fear in Movies, it was evident that I wasn’t the only person who found the Bible’s effect on people scary.And the theme continued into the evening as I attended the author’s banquet solo.Many of the people I met had religion in their background or in their present motivations for writing, and not one of them was judgmental toward a guy like myself who’s trying to find his way.
The Easton Book Festival is in its first year.Although by late afternoon the weather had deteriorated into the rain we can’t seem to shake around here, it was wonderful to see people walking around with festival booklets (there are enough events to warrant one) and not bothering to conceal and carry.Books, that is.For a moment, they were cool.My second session is this afternoon.As I learned both last weekend at my book signing and at sessions yesterday, a sell-out crowd is unlikely.This is a free event and even authors who had more fingers than attendees were gracious and glad for the opportunity to explain what they were trying to do with their writing.And they unstintingly shared what they’d learned with one another.This was community, centered around books.It was a small slice of what Heaven could be like, if we’d all just take an interest in each other.Even if we’re shy and secretly would rather be home writing.
Like most thinking people I’m wondering what’s wrong with our government.If such wrong-doing were so out in the open any of the rest of us would be in jail, but because 45 stacks the courts the way GOPers want them, they think he’s God.Using the Constitution for toilet paper, the Republican party believes itself above the law so it can, well, make up the law.These are some angry, messed up people we’ve got in elected office.I’ve seen some interviews with the key players, and it’s clear they literally—and I mean literally in the literal sense—think of politics as a game.They don’t care how many lives get ruined; they just want to win.They give the male gender a bad name.
This whole shambles reminds me of something I learned a few administrations ago—nobody really has the answers.A low-functioning president is one thing (we’ve survived them before), but one who refuses to obey the law is quite another thing.Subpoenas ignored, catastrophic foreign policy decisions made, and rallying since day one, we are being led by lawmakers who stand in contempt of the law.All of this makes me think of deals with the Devil.While I await the results of the peer review of Nightmares with the Bible, I recall what the outcome of diabolical deals always is.It’s not true that “cheaters never prosper,” but it is new that it is being codified into law.Hammurabi is rolling in his grave.Even Caligula would be giving his forehead a palm smack.
America’s desire to become inbred has made us the spectacle for the world.Growing up in the sixties the message of inclusivity was in the air.I had no idea that those a generation older were resenting it, holding grudges, waiting quietly until they could throw inequality back into the mix and use it to stay in power even as they flouted the very law that was used to put them into office.It’s no wonder that three biographies of Adolf Hitler have been published this year.I guess there’s a fairly easy way to tell the difference between an average person and a politician.The average person is fed up with this charade and ready for some actual leadership.A politician, on the other hand, revels in the game he is playing, not concerning himself in the least with the consequences.
There’s an old adage that if a headline asks a question the implied answer is “No.”I’ve found that to be true, largely.I hoped differently when I saw the article titled “Are Horror Films Secretly Spiritual?” by S. Rufus in Psychology Today.Rufus, admittedly not a fan of horror, ponders whether it might not meet a spiritual need for some.She would not count herself among that number, should the assertion prove to be the case.Indeed, her post has more sentences ending in question marks regarding this assertion than it has straightforward declarative ones.Rufus notes that ancient religions involved a kind of fear-based response appropriate to the lifestyle of those open to constant threat by the natural world.She seems to believe that civilization has saved us from that.
Now one of the questions with which I constantly struggle is why I watch horror.I do not like being afraid, and when people find out about my fascination with horror they tend to treat me as if there’s something wrong with me.I guess maybe I think that civilization has not so much eliminated the sources of threat so much as changed them.Those who grow up poor know fear.Fear of want is extremely prevalent in our capitalist society.I see the “street people” when I go into New York City.They are not few.Once you start to get away from affluent suburbs just about anywhere you start to see the run-down houses of those who can’t cope with the demands of a consumerist society.Even those of us with an education are liable to joblessness and the very real terror that attends it.
Civilization, in other words, comes with its own costs.Religions originally began—some of them at least—largely from the fear response.Yes, people were afraid.The gods, properly propitiated, stay the hand of disaster.For now.Some religions, such as those in the monotheistic family tree, tend to suggest higher principles like love can be the motivation.These religions, however, quickly begin to make threats against those who are heterodox, and reintroduce fear into the formulation.I suspect, from my own experience of all of this, that the answer to the question may actually be “yes”—horror films do offer something spiritual.There is a catharsis, if I may borrow a term from psychology, in them.The spiritual element may, however, run much deeper than that.Until human society truly takes love and justice as its operating principles, we will have horror films to help us learn to cope.