Because of the shortness of time, I recently bought an ebook so that I could get it done under deadline.Although the coronavirus still has book delivery slowed down, things are much improved.There was a book, however, I absolutely needed to read for my current research that is available only in ebook form.Sighing, but emboldened by my recent experience, I began reading it electronically.Shortly after I started my critical faculties kicked in and I began wondering whether the book was fact or fiction.The author has an internet presence but is seldom addressed by scholars.I found myself thinking, “if this was a real book, I’d stop right about now and examine my physical copy for clues.”I’ve done that more than once when it comes to questionable material.Books, you see, come with built-in indicators of their trustworthiness.
The ebook, however, gives you scant information.For example, this one has no copyright page.I may be a publishing geek, but a copyright page is essential for determining what kind of book you’re reading.Then I would, if this were an actual book, close it and look at the back cover.There in the upper left I would look for the BISAC (Book Industry Standards and Communications) code.These are the words that classify the genre and subject of the book for you.It is often a publishing professional, such as the book’s editor, who assigns the BISAC code, so depending on who the publisher is, you have an accurate description.This ebook on my Kindle software has no BISAC code.The publisher itself often tells you something about a volume, but this is a small press without much online information available.
I’m walking you through this because of our current crisis of critical thinking.With a president unwilling to stick to facts and crying out “fake news” when empirically proven realities don’t match his liking, being able to assess our sources is essential.Ebooks have eroded the possibilities.I read esoteric stuff, I admit.The authors had to have convinced a publisher (and don’t get me started on self-published books!) that their project was viable.The book in my hands has a number of ways to assess whether it is accurate or not.The ebook on my lap does not.I’m working on a longer article on this topic.Our ability to think critically includes the necessity of assessing the clues as to the nature of our reading material.Right now I’m reading an ebook stripped of the helpful clues of the print book and fact-checking is limited to Google.The truth may be out there, but if this were a printed book chances are it would be right in my hands.
The earliest sunrise doesn’t take place on the longest day.Things like this are what kept me out of a career in astronomy.No, the earliest morning occurs about a week before the summer solstice.It keeps staying light later in the evening, but the darkness creeps back in the a.m.I know this because I awake before sunrise and I jog at first light in the summer.For a couple of weeks now I’ve been having to start my jog later and later as I wait for the sun to catch up.The latest sunset is about a week after the solstice.Now matter how you count it, the days are getting shorter now.Another lesson I’ve learned from my early morning jogs is that it’s chilliest just before sunrise.The temperature keeps dropping from what it is around 3:00 a.m., meaning that it’s coolest just before the sun comes up.Life lessons from the jogging trail.
I took astronomy both in high school and college.Always fascinated by space I guess I was optimistic that perhaps the mathematics would’ve dropped out of it somewhere between diploma and baccalaureate.My mind is more of the humanities type, dealing with approximations and analogies.The concepts I get, but I can’t swim in formulas.One of the main sources of perplexities was just what I’ve been describing about the earliest dawn and latest evening.Shouldn’t they be the same day?And how is it that the longest day is neither the earliest sunrise nor latest sunset?Math may explain that, but I can’t.There’s a wonder in it all.
Jogs before work (for I start that early as well) are possible only a few months of the year at this latitude.They will give way to lunchtime breaks soon enough and yet summer has only just started.The days will seem longer although in fact they are getting shorter.You see what I mean about approximations and analogies?I still occasionally read books about astronomy, and when NASA (or some privately funded venture) makes announcements about what’s going on in the heavens I pay attention.Yes, I would liked to have gone into astronomy, but life has a way of steering you down certain paths.Besides, there’s a certain wonder in retaining the mystery of how the longest day occurs three times in the course of two weeks, depending on your definition.
With a few exceptions I think we’ve lived beyond the time when a single name could spawn an industry.I used to watch re-runs (itself an arcane concept) of The Twilight Zone when I was a kid.These weird stories drew me in, and, it seems clear, not only me.Rod Serling’s brainchild led to an industry and “twilight zone” became a household concept.Lots of little books were written bearing Serling’s name in some way.One of those paperbacks was Rod Serling’s Triple W: Witches, Warlocks and Werewolves.I can’t remember where I picked it up, but it was a used book and it had Rod Serling’s name right there on the cover.Going over my books to find unread gems, I picked up Triple W and sat down to find out what it was like.
None of the stories are by Serling himself.He’s listed as the editor and he wrote a very nice little introduction.The tales here reflect, as the subtitle indicates, witches, warlocks, and werewolves.Some are old stories and some are fairly recent for a book published early in the 1960s.Descriptive writing does tend to evoke a scene, but I’m often amazed at just how dated it can make a story seem.What struck writers from the 1940s and ’50s as huge sums of money are likely less than we pay for our monthly internet bill.Men all try to act tough and the ladies prepare dinner. Stereotypes.That’s somehow appropriate for this collection since most of the stories have to do with witches.Serling was well aware of the tragedies of history, and these tales are told mostly for fun.The scariest characters are the witch hunters (generally men).
Serling’s famed conscience shows in the choice of the final piece.Not a story, not even fiction, Charles Mackay’s “Witch Trials and the Law” is an essay about the horrors of witch hunting.It’s a rather sober piece with which to end a book of speculative fiction, but then Serling was always known for his impatience with injustice.Also included is Nathaniel Hawthorne’s “Young Goodman Brown,” which I’ve been wanting to read for some time.Given his shame at the Salem trials and his own ancestor’s part in them, it was mildly surprising that Hawthorne’s story seems to presuppose the reality of witches.Of course, it condemns the respectable folk who, in reality, all participate in the ills of the society in which they find themselves.In all, this collection made me think.Not bad for an impulse purchase on what was probably a rainy afternoon.
This wasn’t the work of ghosts, but it sure looked like it.I snapped on the kitchen lights at 3:00 a.m. to find one of the counters dripping with slime.It looked like the basement of the New York Public Library.As I grabbed a damp rag and a roll of paper towels, I thought about Ghostbusters and fresh produce.The slime, you see, came from a burst freezer pack.During the pandemic we’ve been using Misfits, a service that delivers fresh fruits and vegetables to your door.Early on, back in March and April, it looked like various shortages, apart from toilet paper, were here to stay. Every couple of weeks we’d get a Misfits box, so we’d at least have that.
Since fruits and vegetables are perishable, and since there is a time lag involved, they are packed with freezer bags.These cold-pack bags are reusable and we began sticking them in our ice-box.We have no free-standing freezer, so the unit atop our fridge was getting full.The last week’s pack had begun to leak in transit, and, being too busy, I’d set it aside until I could figure out how to dispose of it in the most environmentally friendly way.We don’t generate a huge amount of trash.We compost our food scraps, and being vegan we don’t have smelly animal byproducts to toss.And we recycle all that we can.I guess just “throwing it out” has become a kind of last resort.In the dark, the freezer bag made the decision for me and so I found myself mopping in the middle of the night.
It’s a small price to pay, really, to try to help save the environment.The past four years have contributed unconscionably to global warming.We tend not to care because those who’ll bear the brunt of it in the short-term are the poor.Industrialists can afford vacation homes in the mountains.Our lifestyles have an impact everywhere.We need to learn to think differently about things.Of course, that leaky freezer pack did cause quite a mess.The gooey slime was everywhere, but it was everywhere with a conscience.I have to wonder what happens to the world when leaders lack conscience.Unfortunately I don’t have to wonder long since I have the headlines to read.No, this wasn’t the work of ghosts, but unless we change our ways it could well be. And when those treating you like enemies are your leaders, who you gonna call?
As intimated several posts ago now, my wife and I are rewatching The X-Files.Neither of us has much free time, so this proceeds slowly over many weekends, and we’re now nearing the end of season three.This exercise brings me back to an article I wrote on Sleepy Hollow, the Fox series that ran from 2013-2017.That article, published in The Journal of Religion and Popular Culture, I later adapted into a chapter in Holy Horror.At the advice of my editor I dropped that particular chapter and wrote a different one.In the lost chapter, if I recall, I made the case that Sleepy Hollow was biblically based in a way that other monster-of-the-week series, like the X-Files, were not.While I still have to hold to this, I must admit the X-Files are far more biblical than I recollected.
Somewhere about halfway through season one I started to jot notes when the Bible was mentioned or quoted.Soon it became obvious that religion was a major theme in The X-Files pretty much from the beginning.I’ve mentioned here before that some scholars of religion have begun to address the paranormal seriously.One of the reasons for this seems to be that the two fields are related.Some of the x-files derive from folk traditions, and these traditions often hold religious elements.When those themes derive from American folklore the Bible creeps in.There are quotes, visual displays, and even biblical themes.How had I not noticed this the first time around?
I didn’t watch The X-Files during the actual airing of the series.As a kid I was endlessly teased for having an interest in the strange and unexplained, and it bothered me that it had become mainstream afterI’d already paid the price.When the series became available on DVD, though, I had second thoughts.My wife and I watched it all the way through some years ago, and, having finished rewatching another series several months back, we began slowly to make our way through again.When I wrote my article on Sleepy Hollow I had vague recollections of X-Files episodes with some biblical content, butI’d forgotten how extensive it was.Religion is that way.It tends to permeate society, and even though we’re proudly secular, the base of it all is religion.This should be obvious to anyone who takes the time to tally just how often it appears in the most secular of spaces.Instead, there’s little interest in it.Like the paranormal, lack of concern about religion is something we just can’t adequately explain.
The other day someone mentioned to me (virtually, of course, since real conversation is limited to immediate family) that she was going to the chiropractor.This simple spinal adjustment comment made me curious since my mother has used a chiropractor to manage back pain for as long as I can remember.I also had heard many disparaging comments about chiropractors over the years and decided to look up some information.Medical science, if we can hypostatize it that way, considers chiropractic a pseudoscience.Part of the reason is that the medical training required to be a chiropractor doesn’t come up to the level of a MD degree.The main reason, however, as far as I can determine, is that chiropractic was founded on the basis of receiving information from “the other world.”
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Daniel David Palmer founded chiropractic in the 1890s.His knowledge of how to do it came from a doctor dead for half a century.Some of the tenets of chiropractic are spiritual rather than physical.Not being based on empirical studies going back to such traditional medical ancestors like Galen, the new way of understanding medicine was labeled as a kind of religion—an alternative medicine.Now, I’m not a medical person.In fact I’m rather squeamish.I try not to look too deeply into biology, but this is fascinating.There are more than 70,000 chiropractors in the United States alone.If what they are doing doesn’t really help people then why do they keep going back?Is it a matter of believing that you’ve been helped relieving pain?
Often cost effectiveness is given as the reason people use chiropractors.In these days of Covid-19 we know that medical practitioners have been on the front lines for many months.We also know that in the United States many people can’t afford standard medical treatment.Our government has staunchly refused to nationalize health care, as every other government in developed nations has done, preferring to keep it a free market.The end result is many people simply can’t afford to go to the doctor.I don’t know if chiropractic is a pseudoscience or not, but if it provides at least short-term relief for people who can’t afford standard treatment is this a bad thing?I don’t know much about the topic, but the whole thing seems worthy of further exploration.Any time the mind in brought in to help heal the body, I suspect, we are knocking on the door of religious thinking.
It occurs to me that my post on Sunday may have been a touch cryptic.(I can be naughty at times.)Horror Homeroom was good enough to publish a piece I’d written about the movie Midsommar, a film that got its hooks into me earlier this year.Here’s the link in case you’d like to read it (it’s free): http://www.horrorhomeroom.com/midsommar-and-cross-quarter-day-horror/.It’s not an article using the Bible and horror as in yesterday’s post, but rather it is an exploration of the broader relationship between horror and religion.The origin of religion has long been a fascination, and the more I look into the connection with what makes us afraid, the more I find in common.But why midsummer when summer’s only just beginning?
Ancient peoples in temperate zones, according to the records they left behind, carefully observed the change of seasons.Without a tilted, spinning globe as a model the science of the time (which was likely their religion) suggested that the heavenly bodies were migratory.If you use raw observation that’s what seems to be the case.Now that I sit in the same office every day with a south and a west window, it becomes very clear how the sun shifts over the course of the year.In the winter it seems to be on a journey far to the south.Religions of such science would want to know, of course, when it would start coming back.The years were divided into segments—we still recognize four of them in our seasons although, in truth, they are merely gradual changes that take place in the weather as the earth’s tilt moves our hemisphere toward or away from the sun.
Midsummer was a northern European festival to celebrate the longest day.Whether this is the start of summer or the middle of summer is merely a matter of interpretation.The film Midsommar plays on the disorienting long span of daylight in northern Sweden.Without the dark to guide us, sleep and the regular rhythms of daily life can become difficult.When the people believe the old religion, well, let your imagination run wild.Horror films often lurk in these transitional times of the year.We tend to associate them with Halloween, but there’s enough to be afraid of right now.Not all horror has religious components, of course.Nevertheless it has been there from the beginning, from when van Helsing pulled out a crucifix to frighten off Dracula.And it continues, in perhaps more sophisticated ways, even in the broad daylight.
The combination may seem odd, but it is definitely a valid one.The Bible and horror, I mean.My colleague in this venture, Brandon R. Grafius, has published the first book in the Horror and Scripture series, Reading the Bible with Horror.This is a fascinating little volume that explores the productive use of horror films when it comes to interpreting the Bible.The Bible isn’t all horror, of course, but a good deal of it is.That’s one of the keys of biblical interpretation—no one method covers it all.At least when I was teaching I used eclectic methods both because some methods work better than others in some places and because no one method is the correct one.Using horror to interpret the Good Book is one of the newest methods out there.
The methodology involves looking at horror films (mostly) and finding biblical parallels.Both the Bible and the movies interpret one another.This can be a kind of reception history—the idea that to understand Scripture we must look at how it has been “received.”The way that people read Holy Writ after it was written is as important as the way biblical specialists read it.We all know what literalism is, and biblical scholars are well aware of its shortcomings as a method.There are tons of other methods that seek to show the relevance of the Good Book, and one of them is to see how horror makes it so.To get to this point the reader must get beyond our social bias about horror as a degraded, evil genre.Some of it is quite bad, of course, but much of it has redeeming value.Redeeming value so obvious that it can be used to interpret the Bible.
Grafius studies only limited examples here, for instance, the book of Job with its human suffering and superhuman Leviathan.He also looks at hauntings and biblical ghosts, as well as haunted locations.His chapter on haunted houses made me stop and think quite a bit.He concludes with what will be the most challenging concept for many—the idea that God can be monstrous in the Bible.He clearly can.Apart from theodicy, one of the major reasons critics attack Christianity is the character of God as portrayed in the Bible.Grafius isn’t attacking Christianity but rather he’s trying to show how a most unlikely source can shed genuine light onto it.Reading the Bible with Horror is an insightful step in that direction, even if it’s a step into a rather haunted house.
It’s kind of scary.I mean, I know that Google Maps has everything recorded.Some family members recounted, a few years back, how they were shown raking the leaves in their yard on street level photographs.I guess everything’s part of your permanent record now.What was scary to me was receiving a letter with a picture of my house on the envelope.Yes, it was from an insurance agency, and insurance thrives on the feeling of vague threat that rattles around our primate brains most of the time.Is somethingor someone out to get me?Oh no!They know where I live!Maybe it was supposed to be friendly, like a good neighbor.It just didn’t come across that way.Smile, you’re on Candid Camera.
Not that being recorded doesn’t have its advantages.We live in an older house, and like most older houses it has had some additions over the decades.That means the roof is complex.That complex roof turned out to be leaky also.When the roofer was trying to explain why he couldn’t do just the one part where the water was getting in (we have been re-roofing on an installment plan), I had trouble imagining it.You see, when you’ve got neighbors all around it’s pretty tough to get the right angle to examine your own roof.I googled our address and shifted to satellite mode.I zoomed in and found the layout of the roof.Screenshot and save.Otherwise I don’t think I’d ever have understood how complicated rain deterrence can really be.
But getting a letter in the mail with your own house on it—this seems to cross some kind of line.Yes, I like our place.I feel comfortable here.It’s got space for lots of books.It isn’t fancy, though.It still needs quite a lot of work both inside and out.And I like to spend my scant free time reading.It’s cheaper than buying all the lumber and tools I need to do things the way they should be done.Maybe if my job were driving around filming other peoples’ houses I’d make enough to have some contractor come in and fix things up.But the insurance agent knows where I live now.Covid-19 probably stops him from knocking at my door, but I do value my privacy.Like most things, being recorded is a mixed bag.Who couldn’t use a little extra anxiety once in a while?
So much has been happening that I have trouble keeping up.This past month a border skirmish erupted between the planet’s two most populous nations, China and India.The skirmish took place in the Himalayas, around a disputed border line.About twenty died in a scuffle that the New York Times reported as involving clubs and stones.This image stuck with me.As kids we used to chant “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never harm me.”Quite apart from the incorrect message in this saying, it struck me how childish border skirmishes are.Like race, national boundaries are mere human constructs.We’re obsessed with ownership.Territoriality.This land belongs to me, not you.If you disagree we can club and stone each other to death to prove it.
I mailed a package to someone in Canada recently.Not only did I have to fill out a customs form, I also had to fork over quite a hefty sum, amounting to half the price of the item sent.The reason for the high cost was that this was international mail.Now, I can understand Canada wanting to distance itself from its southern neighbor, but why do we feel that we need to have strict borders?We’ve been peaceful for centuries.Being who I am, my thoughts tend toward the breaking down of religious ideals of unity.Believe me, I know these are only ideals that we never realized in practice, but the concept haa been there from the beginning.Religion tends to divide rather than to bring people together, no matter what the founders of various traditions taught.Now even that is breaking down.
As the New York Times points out, both India and China are nuclear powers.During this time of social distancing I had secretly hoped national aggressions might fade.With some eight million people infected worldwide, you might think we could all work together, put down our sticks and stones, and see the human face before us.We wear masks, I guess, for more than one reason.The primitive nature of that skirmish bothers me.People beating one another to death with rocks and clubs over a location difficult to reach just so both sides can lay claim to it.In my mind’s eye I envision a gray-black monolith appearing in their midst.A message of progress being beamed into their heads.We’re two decades beyond that benchmark, and we still don’t get the message.
The summer solstice comes whether we want it to or not.Today is the longest day in the northern hemisphere although, as I write this the sun has not yet risen.It was a sleepless night, making this day seem even longer than it already is.Over on Horror Homeroom, where they understand sleepless nights, my piece on the movie Midsommar will appear.I won’t say here what I say there, or you might not go and read it.I will say that for a horror film Midsommar boldly sets itself in a sun-bathed atmosphere, making it all the more unsettling.To see more you’ll need to visit the Homeroom.
There are implications for the longest day.One of the most obvious is that from here on out days will be getting shorter.That’s the thing about anticipation—we crave the light when it’s in such short supply in December and January.This year of Covid, the spring blended into a long stretch of social distancing and isolation, even as the days were growing longer and the weather warmer.It was like some spokes were missing from the wheel of the year.Now that summer’s here many people are acting as if the need for caution is gone.Midsommar may help with that, since it shows that the daylight sometimes shows us what we don’t really wish to see.
Ancient peoples kept an eye on the seasonal changes long before they learned to write.Etched into the landscape markers like Stonehenge and Avebury and countless others were oriented toward celestial points on the solstices.Equinoxes were also observed, as well as the half-way points between.This altering of the earth to commemorate the progressing of the year took great effort, so we must assume it had great importance.You don’t move boulders unless you feel strongly compelled to do so.Such compulsion strikes us all as religious.
So it’s the longest day of the year.What will we do with it?When we look back at it, will we see what we wished we might have done with all that light on our side?Will we treat it just like any other day?The beauty of holidays (of which capitalism recognizes far too few) is that they teach us to stop and reflect for a few moments on the messages our planet sends us.Our longest day is also a message.What we do with that information is up to us.
Education is important.For example, I never really knew what Juneteenth was, although I’d heard the name a few times.Perhaps because of the “teenth” part I had it in my head that this was something to do with young people.The amazing thing I’ve been learning over the past several weeks is just how deliberate the “white male” narrative has been in perpetuating the racist mechanism in the employment of capitalism.Years ago I learned that race is a human construct—it has no basis in science or biology.It has served various entrepreneurs throughout history, beginning in 1619 and has been perpetuated ever since in order to ring the last possible copper from the coffers.Now we see what that looks like when a standing president holds these “truths” to be self-evident.
Juneteenth was proclaimed in Texas in 1865.Even in the extreme and conservative Lone Star State it was recognized over a century ago that all people have the right to be free.Of course we don’t celebrate it as a national holiday.Give people too much time off and they might get to thinking.If, perchance that thinking turns toward the heartless machine of capitalism it might be realized that there are better ways to ensure people are treated fairly, regardless of their skin color.This year, for the first time I have seen, many organizations—some of them corporations, even—are closing in honor of Juneteenth.Black lives do matter.We should be able to see that, but it takes innocent deaths to make the obvious appear.
Yesterday I listened to three Pulitzer Prize winners discussing racial equality.All three of them had written on the African-American experience.All three knew the evils of racism.Research has been done that indicates much of what stands behind white evangelical support of the Republican Party is racism.Many of the movement’s leaders still buy into myths about race and believe it is something God built into the human soft machine rather than something we made up ourselves.For political purposes.We need Juneteenth.We need reminders that the evil we’ve constructed can be dismantled.People should not die because of a false human construct.It wasn’t lack of curiosity that prevented me from learning about Juneteenth when I first heard of it.No, it was being overwhelmed with the problems Washington was spewing out (and continues to), that I had to divide my energies depleted by the capitalist Moloch.Now I realize, because by their fruits we shall know them.Floyd George was murdered on camera and we need to expose the thinking that allowed that crime to happen.
Although my fiction writing has been said to resemble his by one of those websites that tell you who you write like, I’ve never read any Ernest Hemingway before.In the wake of Melville I had a hankering to read his The Old Man and the Sea.I honestly had no idea what it was about or how the story went.I’d read Coleridge’s “Rime of the Ancient Mariner,” so Hemingway’s classic was the last of the holy trinity of sea-faring literary classics to remain unread.Not knowing what to expect, I was blown out to sea by it.Published about a century after Moby Dick, The Old Man and the Sea visits some of the same themes but also pulls into new ports as well.
Santiago has hooked a massive fish after nearly three months with no luck.To do so, however, he has gone out too far from land.This watery hubris leads him to make fast to a reasonable stand-in for God.I don’t know Hemingway’s religious outlook, but sea-faring novels already have such a large dose of Jung that it’s difficult to imagine there’s nothing divine in the massive marlin Santiago snags.With many classics the end is known before beginning to read.I wasn’t sure if Santiago was going to make it back to land, or indeed, if he would kill the fish.The old man’s conversations with himself are the heart of the novel.And one in particular turns to the religious idea of sin.
Not a religious man, Santiago bargains Hail Marys and Our Fathers for the successful catching of the fish.Then he begins to reflect on sin.In words similar to lyrics discussed in a recent post, Santiago declares everything a sin, even though he doesn’t believe in sin at all.His view of life is stunning at this point, and commentary on which theologians would do well to chew.Sin is a concept meant to impute guilt to mistakes, often made unintentionally.What might’ve begun as a form of social control has grown into a mass neurosis for those who believe humans are capable of no good.This is especially worth pondering if the reader considers the marlin to be God.Try it and see what you come up with.I know little about Hemingway, but having read his Nobel Prize-winning novel, I do feel that I have learned something worthwhile.And I also feel the trilogy is complete.
The summer solstice is nearly here (on which more anon).The coronavirus outbreak reached crisis level in the United States just before the vernal equinox, so we’ve been living with this now for over a quarter of the year.The World Health Organization has been warning that the greatest danger now is complacency.I’ve been seeing troubling signs of it.Many people equate the partial opening up as a license to ditch the masks and start having parties again.I go jogging around 5 a.m. these days because, well, the solstice.It’s light enough and I’ve already been awake a couple of hours by then.Parks and playgrounds around here are officially closed still, but the other day just after first light I jogged by a group of guys playing basketball before sunrise.The days are longer and it feels like nothing can harm us in summer.
Like most other people I worry about the economy.You’d think books would be big business during a lockdown and in fact many kinds are doing quite well.The academic kind less so.Still, I haven’t given up my hope that the pandemic will prove transformative.We should emerge from this better than we were going into it.Granted, the Republican Party has put the bar really, really low, but people are, I hope, starting to realize we’re better than our government.We know that black lives matter.We know that science is real.We know that people matter more than money.Nevertheless it’s difficult to keep wearing masks when we’ve shed the winter clothes and donned short sleeves.Disease, like Republicanism, doesn’t respect human desires.We need to keep the masks on.
A strange kind of giddiness comes upon us during these long days.There’s so much light!Those who can sleep past 4 a.m. are finding the sky already glowing when they awake.At this latitude it stays light until almost 9 p.m., or so I’m told.Thinking back to our primal ancestors, we were only really active during daylight hours.Sluggish and sleepy in the winter, we’re now stimulated with so many photons we don’t know what to do with them all.I sincerely hope that Covid-19 has had enough of the human race and is ready to leave us alone.In the light of the day, however, the evidence isn’t there to bear that out.We can still celebrate the longest day of the year with masks on, knowing that six months from now things will be very different.
Apart from being Shakespearen click-bait, the title of this post reflects a present-day fear.We live on the edge of rural Pennsylvania.If you’re not familiar with the state, let me assure you, there are tons of woodlands and rural communities. You can drive for hours in a straight line and seldom leave the forest.When my wife sent me a warning email—I go to bed early and can’t seem to sleep late—I paid heed.A bear has been ambling through our town.My usual morning jog is along a trail at the edge of the woods.Bears are crepuscular.I watch horror movies.Put it all together and a Shakespearean level of anxiety quickly builds.It wouldn’t be so bad, but the photos show the bear romping through backyards and one of the reasons I jog the way I do is to avoid other people.
I see wildlife on my jogs.I see deer frequently, along with feral cats, rabbits, and, in season, ducks.I’ve seen raccoons, foxes, groundhogs, and even snapping turtles and salamanders.It’s not much of a stretch to think a bear could be lurking there.So instead I took to jogging the human streets.The danger out here, of course, is the human-borne kind.Covid-19 lurks, and even though I jog at 5 a.m. there are other elderly out and about.I hear a cough and wonder whether my chances might be better with the bear.The broken sidewalk’s a problem too.I have tripped before in the half light, but without Superman’s knack for flying. Or at least landing gracefully.
Thinking back, I wonder what has happened.As I child I lived in truly rural Pennsylvania.My brothers and I used to sleep on our open porch in the summers, even though we could occasionally hear bears going through the trashcans around the side of the house.Our place was hard up on the woods, right at the edge of town.I didn’t worry about the bears back then, though.We’ve perhaps become more afraid of nature because we know we’ve not been good to it.The episode of the X-Files we watched before bed last night had Scully saying that nature’s always out to get us.Perhaps we’ve drawn too solid a line between ourselves and brother or sister bear.We’re not above nature; we are nature.But still, I’d rather not be pursued, or eaten by a bear, no matter how much I like Shakespeare.So I’ll jog in town for awhile, taking my chances with the dangers of my own kind.
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