One of the facets of attending AAR/SBL that I’d forgotten is how international attendees marvel at American Thanksgiving. While it is far too focused on food for my liking, it is nevertheless an oddity among late capitalism’s sops. I’m slowly becoming acclimated to the 9-2-5 environment I so desperately wanted to avoid in my career, but I’ve noticed that, at least in my case, the three publishers for which I’ve worked have this in common. What is “this”? The only four-day weekend in the entire year is Thanksgiving. Probably that stems back to the fact that it falls on a Thursday and employers probably don’t want bloated, food-comatose employees trying to keep awake on Friday, and failing. Perhaps there’s also the kinder motivation in realizing that by this point people have been working hard for many months and the US has comparatively few paid holidays.
I’m thankful for being home after the conference. My trip to Boston underscored how much of a hermit I’ve become. Afraid of crowds because of Covid, and not having ready cash as a result of being scammed, staying home has become a comfortable idea. Being with others, I was glad to find, provided stimulation. There are colleagues, both in publishing and in academia, that I look forward to seeing. I’ve been slow to admit, I suppose, that my ouster from the latter is indeed permanent. It’s wonderful to see friends who remember me when. Looking back, I was very naive, even as a professor. And I see many who, pardon my saying so, still are. Unless you’ve been in the business world where a four-day weekend is a big deal, living in the ivory tower shelters you from much.
So I’m still in the “reentry phase” of conference recovery. Although I was thankful to have been able to travel to Boston by train, getting home on a rainy night with heavy New Jersey traffic was a test of endurance. In my hermit’s life I drink a lot of water and even rehydrating after shorting myself for five days takes an effort. I’m thankful for the opportunity to have been in New England again. And for friends on both ends of the trip who appear to welcome me for what I am. What I’ve become. Even though sleeping in a luxury hotel where the thermostat isn’t kept quite as chilly as we can afford to keep it at home, I’m thankful to sleep once again in my own bed knowing that there is a wider world out there and I can still function in it.
