Living with a Wild God, by Barbara Ehrenreich, is one of those books I wanted to put down gently after reading it, for fear that it might explode.Or maybe it was my head I feared might combust.Describing it is difficult because it is so wide-ranging.On the one hand it is an atheist’s view of religion.On the other hand it is a spiritual biography.On a third hand it is coming to terms with having had a profound mystical experience.It is one of those books where, knowing my life has been so very different, yet I feel that Ehrenreich and I have had so much in common that we’d be friends if we ever met.It is also the work of a woman who is scary smart and whose teenage thoughts were so intense that my own seem puerile by comparison.
But that mystical experience!I’ve had many of them in my life, but I don’t know you well enough to share them here.They’ve been recorded in an unfinished book that I may or may not try to publish some day.(Ehrenreich was smart and took a job as a journalist, which means others assume you know how to write.Even those of us in publishing have trouble convincing agents and others who hold the keys to non-academic pricing that we understand the craft.)Mysticism quickly becomes a staid discipline, not at all like the life-directing experiences such encounters themselves actually are.It’s difficult to explain without sitting down and talking to you.It’s something academics tend to avoid like Covid-19.
The books that mean most to me are like conversations with an absent author.Drawn in by an openness, or perhaps by the fact that we’ve lived in a few of the same places over the years, perhaps passed one another unknowingly on the street, you feel that they’ve invited you into their very head.What you find there has a strange similarity to what is in your own head, while being completely different at the same time.We should all strive for such honesty in our writing.In the end Ehrenreich, with a doctorate in science, suggests we need to be open.That kind of validation is important for those of us who’ve poured our lives into the study of religion.She was drawn in from atheism, and I have been trying to escape from literalism all my adult life.We have ended up in places not dissimilar from each other and I’m glad to have met her through this profound book.
It’s a chilling thought.An article in the New York Times said it, but we were all thinking it.Snow days may well have become another victim of Covid-19.No, it’s not snowing yet (but give climate change a chance!), but New York City schools have figured out that if students can learn from home then one of the truly treasured memories of our youth may no longer be necessary.In fact, snow days ended for me when I began working remotely.My supervisor had suggested, even before that, that I take my company laptop home daily, in case of inclement weather.The idea of awaking, wonder-eyed, at the world covered in white—that cozy feeling of knowing you had no obligations for the day but to enjoy the pristine world out your window—is a thing of the past.
Technology has changed our lives, and some of it is even for the better.It hasn’t made work easier for some of us, but has made it longer.We used to talk about kids and their continuous partial attention, but now work is always at home with you and that time signature on your email says something about your work habits.As the days are now shorter than the nights, as they will be for six more months, finding the time to do what you must outdoors (it may be cooler, but lawns still insist on growing) is always a bit more of a challenge.And when the snow does fall you’ll still have to shovel the walk.All time has become company time for a truly linked-in world.
The real victim here, it seems to me, is childhood.Snow days were a reminder that no matter how strict, how Calvinistic our administrators wanted to be, the weather could still give us a smile now and then.A legitimate excuse not to have to go to school and, if parents couldn’t get you to daycare, a day off for everyone.The strict number of limited holidays allotted by HR had limited power in those days.Although we all know that well-rested, happy workers tend to do better jobs than those who are constantly stressed out and who have trouble sleeping, we’ve now got the means to make the sameness of pandemic life the ennui of everyday life, in saecula saeculorum.Thanks, internet.At least now we work where we have a window and can look out on nature and can see what we’re missing.
Having watched What the Bleep Do We Know? a few weeks ago, I became curious about Masaru Emoto’s The Hidden Messages in Water.The book is highlighted in the film, and in a world where money decides truth, the fact that it was a New York Times bestseller must count for something, right?I am of a skeptical bent, but I like to keep an open mind.This itself is a delicate waltz at times since just about anybody can make truth claims and find a following.Curiosity, as they say…So instead of critiquing Emoto’s obviously slipshod methodology, I want to reflect on whether he really might have been onto something.Many people around the world thought so, after all.
What it comes down to is water.If you haven’t seen the movie or read the book, I owe you a brief explanation.Emoto suggests that water crystals reflect the influences to which they’re subjected.For example, water frozen as classical music plays forms beautiful crystals.If heavy metal is played, it doesn’t.Water frozen in beautiful surroundings forms beautiful crystals.If that’s not controversial enough, Emoto suggested that emotionally freighted words typed on paper wrapped around the water bottle as it was frozen would reflect the emotions on the paper.There are lots of problems here, but what I wonder is if water might not somehow be related to consciousness.Emoto makes that claim, but since science can’t yet explain consciousness there’s no way to test it.Could it be that water is a recording medium in some way?Without raising the woo factor too far, some ghost hunters (it is October, after all) suggest moving water has something to do with “recording” spirits.
Like most critical readers, I left Emoto’s book not at all convinced.I also left thinking that we shouldn’t throw the bath water out with the baby.There are crazy ideas in the book, for sure.But there may also be just a hint of insight as well.That insight comes in the recognition of spirituality as an important aspect of human life.The book was a bestseller.Not all people are credulous.We are, however, spiritual.Many deny it.Some violently rail against it but still have feelings along with their rationality.Water can lift spirits.The negative ions of breaking water tend to make people feel at ease.We visit the coast where waves break against beach or rocks.We visit waterfalls where cascades scatter water particles.Even a fast-flowing stream will do.Emoto clearly went too far with his ideas, but I think, deep down, he might’ve been onto something.
One of the stories I recently read had a character commenting on the smell of a place.Although humans can’t rival many other mammals and some birds for sense of scent, smell is a keen reminder of location.It is also one of the more personal aspects of the senses.We get nervous when people start talking about smells.We all know, however, that places have their own fragrances.Home smells a certain way.You always notice it going home from college, where the dorms have their own smell.When I was visiting campuses as part of my editorial expectations, I returned to Boston University School of Theology.Apart from the main corridor of 745 Commonwealth avenue appearing smaller than I remembered, the smell was so familiar as to be overpowering.I hadn’t been there for at least a couple of decades, but my brain remembered it well.
I trust science.I also think science can’t explain everything, particularly in the life of emotions.One of the natural limitations of science is the data with which we have to work.We have limited input.I remember in chemistry class in high school we worked with chemicals that replicated scents.The particular ethyls used to reproduce fruit scents were similar only by suggestion.I remember thinking the banana combination only smelled like bananas because it was suggested to me that it did.Smell is a complex world, and we know many animals do it better than we do.Dogs, bears, even mice, know more of the world through their noses.I suspect Fido knows home primarily by its smellscape.We, the “masters” tend to miss a lot.And that makes me wonder what science might be missing by our limited sense of smell.
If there is a supernatural world, I wonder what it might smell like.We’ve all known someone whose dog wouldn’t go into a certain room, or who reacted to something we couldn’t see.Perhaps Fido couldn’t see anything that we couldn’t but could smell it.I often think that when dogs are tested humans try to understand their visual acuity because that’s how we experience our world.Dogs, however, experience their world through scent.We could stand to learn quite a lot about this planet we inhabit if we could somehow access the smells that we simply lack the capacity to reach and analyze.We are only beginning to scratch the surface.
Homeostasis is, if I recall correctly, the state of equilibrium that entities and systems seek.When we’re too warm we seek someplace cooler and when we’re hungry we look for something to eat.It’s a great process of evening things out because we live in a world of extremes.Well, relative extremes for a planet that suited to life.Autumn came in with a chill this year, at least around here.We had a couple of nights with frost before apple-picking season even began.Over in Denver they went from a heat wave to inches of snow overnight.I often wonder, if our species manages to survive long enough, what life will be like once everything evens out.Until then, because of human climate degradation, we’ll be facing more extremes.That’s the way the GOP likes it.
Meanwhile, there may be evidence that life exists on Venus.Or at least in the atmosphere of the hottest planet in the solar system.Up through my college years I toyed with the idea of being an astronomer.I’d learned in high school (for we were a Sputnik-era school in rural Pennsylvania that had a working planetarium) that it was mostly about math.I’m afraid I have no head for such things.Still, I remain fascinated by other planets and their potential.I’m in the market, you might say.Venus had captured my young imagination not only because Ray Bradbury and C. S. Lewis wrote stories about living there, but because of the images from the Russian Venera (blush, giggle) probe program.I knew in high school (planetarium, remember?) that Russia had landed probes on the rocky surface of Venus that had only functioned for a couple of hours at most before breaking down in the extreme conditions.Extremes, again.
Venus could, it was thought, never have supported life.The new evidence, however, stands to show us just how little we understand life.It exists in the most inhospitable environments on our planet.When life was found near black smokers on the ocean floor it was considered a fluke.Maybe life is the norm instead of the rarity our exaggerated sense of self-importance suggests.Venus, after the sun and moon, is the brightest natural object regularly visible in our skies.Both the morning and evening star, it beckons to us.Although not definitive, we’ve found evidence of life on both Venus and Mars.And yet many of us prefer science deniers to lead our nation.So I think of homeostasis as I look at Venus out my early morning window.
It’s weird to feel yourself becoming a curmudgeon.Especially when it’s about technology.Someone asked me the other day if I could send an audio file of something I’d recorded.I stopped doing podcasts because I lost track of the server that had been hosting the files.My “inbox was full” or some such nonsense—they’re just electrons, folks.I’m already paying for the space to host this blog and one thing I know about audio files is they take up lots of space.My laptop reminds me of that every time it wants to update.Well, I recorded the requested audio file and wanted to send it along.I couldn’t find it.Now, I’m one of those people who started using Apple computers because they were intuitive.You could easily guess, or reason out, where things were.It’s not that way anymore.
I had to do a web search (use Ecosia!They plant trees for your searches!) for where Macs store your audio recordings so that I could send it.Buried deeply in a directory that has a nondescript name that you’d never possibly guess (it’s as if someone were to assign you Concluding Unscientific Postscript during a game of book-title charades), the helpful site said, you’ll find it.It’s in your “Library.”Well sir, Mac had decided that you no longer needed to navigate your way to your Library and that directory was hidden.Another Ecosia search—more trees—and I learned that you could do a special preference tweaking (it only took four or five steps) so that your computer would display your own Library and you could find your renamed file that you’d created.
Back in the day (here’s the curmudgeon part) when you had to swap discs—floppies—and the computer had the memory capacity of a Republican senator, you knew which disc had your files.To access them, you simply inserted the disc.Later they were stored on the hard drive itself and the directory told you right where you’d find them.Now who knows where your created content is stored—out there on a cloud somewhere, I hear.That doesn’t help when a friend asks you to send a file.I had no idea where it even was.It’s job security for the tech sector, to be sure.At least it helped me to plant some trees along the way.Back in the day we used to say you can lose sight of the forest for the trees.It works, it seems, the other way around as well.
Those who pay close attention to labels may have noticed the tag “Neo-Luddism” appended to some of my blog posts.Luddites were nineteenth-century protestors against machines because, their thinking went, machines denied people jobs.I’m not fully in line with this way of thinking, of course, but I do occasionally point out the ironies of how our technological life has become, well, life.Tech seems to have taken over life itself and some people really like that.Others of us miss the outdoors and even the “free time” we used to have indoors.Our computers, phones, iPads, left behind and maybe a physical book cracked open—this seems a dream at times.I really do enjoy our connected life, for the most part.It makes this blog possible, for instance.What I object to is being forced to upgrade.That should be a decision I make, not one thrust upon me.
Which cloud is it?
This is just one small instance of what I’m talking about: my laptop wants an update.It has for a couple of months now.Since it’s in rather constant use I can only devote the time to it on the weekends and the past four weekends have all been used up with other things, including two that had over eight hours of Zoom meetings scheduled.Now, you see, the update isn’t just a matter of simply updating.You need to clear space off your computer first.I like to keep my files and the tech companies want to pressure me into keeping them on “the cloud” so they can charge me for the privilege of accessing the things I created.Instead I back them up on terabyte drives, sorting as I go.Photos, formerly iPhotos, take seven or eight clicks to upload and delete for each and every set.If you snap a lot of pix that translates to hours of time.It also means when I want to access my files I have to remember where I put the terabyte drive, and then connect it to the computer.At least I know where my files are.
But do I?If I were to crack open the drive would I have any means of locating what, on my laptop, looks like memories of family, friends, and places I’ve been?Are they real at all?If you’re sympathetic to this existential crisis created by the tech world in which we live, you might understand, in some measure Neo-Luddism.Of course memory is available for purchase and it will surely last you at least until the next upgrade.
It is true that I have a fondness for nineteenth-century British novels.Even though they often lack a strong speculative element they tend to be gothic, at least if written by one of the Brontë sisters.I’d only ever read one of George Eliot’s novels before, and that was in ninth grade.Middlemarch has been on my list for many years, but due to its intimidating size I’ve kept putting it off.Now that I’ve read it I feel like I’ve accomplished something.I had no idea what the story was about in advance, and no idea how it ended.Unlike many pieces of literature of its time it hasn’t made a huge impact in pop culture, so this was the opportunity to lose myself for a few months in a world completely unknown.
I’m not foolhardy enough to try to summarize an 800-page novel here, but one aspect that the reader can’t help but notice is the prominence of clergy.And not only prominence, but prestige.In a world built around the solid belief in different classes of individuals, where pride takes a place in marriages that are supposed to be within class, the clergy are minor nobility.Since this is the Church of England the vicars can marry and indeed, one such marriage sets off the tension that lasts throughout the hundreds of pages to come.The clergy of the time were often gentleman scholars—the role that was envisioned for Charles Darwin as a young man.Eliot plays on that idea with some of her preachers being amateur scientists.
The conflict—that now feels inherent—between science and religion has less to do with older forms of Christianity than it has to do with evangelicalism.A relatively new expression of Christianity, evangelicalism set itself against modernity and its science.Quite often today when commentators rail against “religion” it is really evangelicalism that they have in mind.In the world Eliot sketches, she sees no difficulties between a rational view of things and an ecclesiastical one.Clergy are often seen at the whist tables and taking long walks down country lanes.The distinction between them and the average citizen is that they have been to university to study.Today, in mainstream Christianity anyway, clergy are educated at least to the master’s level.They’re no longer among the minor nobility, however.Middlemarch has more than a hint of nostalgia to it, and the clergy roles show that clearly.
The word “listserv” feels abrupt to me, as if someone couldn’t be bothered to type one more “e” to give the reader a sense of satisfied completion.Technology terms are often like that—not really descriptive of what they are and leaving us older folks wondering about the words and not quite comprehending what they’re supposed to signify.Back in the early 1990s I joined a listserv that eventually came to be known as “Agade,” since it carried news of the Ancient Near Eastern variety.Since I seldom have the opportunity to work in that field any longer, I long ago ceased to be on the Agade listserv and consequently have lost track of what’s happening in real time.Or at least close to it.An author with whom I was working recently asked me to post about his book on Agade so I had to resubscribe.It’s nice to see the listserv, whatever that is, still alive and kicking.
One of the articles posted recently had the intriguing title “Burnt remains from 586 BCE Jerusalem may hold key to protecting planet.”I’m not sure, beyond evangelicals chomping for Armageddon, who doesn’t want to protect the planet, so I read on.Archaeologists, I know, sometimes feel put upon to defend their work.Yes, it’s sexy and cool, but it’s also expensive and not as well funded as it needs to be.It does occasionally lead to real scientific breakthroughs.This particular story is about Earth’s magnetic field.It is vital for life as we know it, and we know that it is constantly shifting.In fact, some pundits are fearing a flip in magnetic poles which, for a guy who can’t even understand listserv, sounds really catastrophic.The article, however, is about the fact that the destruction of the temple in Jerusalem by fire that led to a trapped picture of the magnetic field at the time, and we know the date.Magnetic materials under high heat preserve indicators of the Earth’s magnetic field, whether it had been discovered or not.
Image credit: NASA/ISS Expedition 28, public domain from Wikimedia Commons
The book of Genesis says nothing about the creation of the magnetic field that makes life on our planet possible.Knowing that we understand so little about something that makes our existence possible, I suspect, indicates that there are many factors of life we haven’t even begun to comprehend.There are further discoveries to be made.We’re not even sure if our definition of “life” is entirely accurate.One thing our history has taught us, however, is that if we build great structures there will be those eager to burn them.As we sift through the rubble we might discover something about the direction in which we’re going.And a listserv will be there to share the news.
Perhaps you’ve notice it too.The technology blame-game, I mean.Although it’s grown more acute since the pandemic, it has been around for as long as the tech disparity has existed.A typical scenario goes like this: someone (often of a more senior generation) encounters a techical problem communicating with someone else (often of a more recent generation) and asks them what the problem is with their (the younger person’s technology).I sent you the message, the narrative goes, there must be something wrong with your tech if you didn’t receive it.Believe me, I understand how bewildering this can be.We’ve sold seniors (one of which I am rapidly becoming) on the idea that this little device in your hand can do anything.When it doesn’t work, it must be somebody else’s fault.The young, however, often have the latest tech and fastest speeds and broadest bandwidth, so the problem is probably on the sending end.
I run into this quite a bit since I run a small program for some local folks that involves weekly Zoom meetings.I’m no Zoom maven.My wife trained me in it and I can do passably well at running a meeting.Many of those older than me, however, often have problems.They wonder what is wrong with my broadcasting rather than their receiving.I’m not sure how to say ever so gently that we pay (through the nose) for high-speed connectivity.We have to since I work from home as a matter of course.Now my wife also works from home and the two of us use our bandwidth all day long with multiple simultaneous meetings without any issues.The tech here seems good.We have no way of checking the tech on the end of those who are having connectivity issues.
I’m not setting myself up as any kind of tech prophet.If you read my blog you know that I am deeply ambivalent about this whole thing.I’ve been thinking a lot about overpromising recently and I wonder if that’s not a major part of the problem.Technology will not solve all of our problems.The fact that you need a regular source of electricity for it to run shows its inherent weakness.It is a tool like any other, and if the tool is bladed to be useful it must have a dull part onto which one might hold.Our Zoom society is bound to have issues.Once we can see each other face-to-face again, all we’ll have to worry about is whether the laptop will communicate with the projector, or if the microphone is on the fritz this morning.So it always has been.
Strange things happen.I doubt anyone would deny that, even the most skeptical.Sometimes the strange has an edge to it, though.A recent story on WTVR reports that residents of Virginia are receiving packets of unidentified seeds from China.Perhaps a nation naive enough to elect 45 believes in magic beans?If I recall correctly the beanstalk incident didn’t really end well, although Jack may have survived when it was all over.WTVR is compelled to say what should be obvious: if you receive unexpected seeds in the mail, don’t plant them.Not so many years ago I would’ve supposed most Americans were smart enough to know that.Four years later I’m left wondering.America’s critical thinking levels appear to be at an all-time low.
Upon first seeing this story my immediate reaction was to question it.Was it a hoax or a scam?The kind of thing Trump Enterprises might do to drive business?If it did happen haven’t scientists (if there are any anymore) been able to figure out what kinds of seeds these are?Isn’t there an app for that?Increasingly, it seems, people rely on Facebook rumors for their fact checking.Of course, that’s the beauty of this kind of plot, if it indeed is one.A simple thing such as sending a packet of seeds can start a panic.And with a Gross Domestic Product like China’s I’m sure the postage isn’t even all that expensive.
I also wonder if this isn’t in return for something that the US has done.We currently have no foreign policy to speak of, but I wonder if people in China have been receiving tariff-free shipments from us.But do we even have a functioning Post Office anymore?What if the seeds are from the US and were made to look as though they came from China?My suspicion goes deep, I guess.Several years ago I got dressed down at an academic conference for being too skeptical.My notebook has nullius in verba written inside the front cover.I tend to think that I just like to ask questions.Nobody sends you anything for free—being raised in capitalist heaven taught me that.WTVR says these seeds may be invasive species.Waging a continuing war against trees of heaven (also an invasive species) I know how much time can be wasted on the task.Just when you think you’ve got them all, another one pops up.Strange things indeed.
It happened this way.When my daughter was young she was interested in dinosaurs.Most kids are.In fact, my wife and I went to a public lecture by a paleontologist in Edinburgh where he pointed out that the real experts on the subject in the audience were generally twelve or younger.I took an interest in what my daughter found fascinating, and you can’t study dinosaurs without knowing a bit of geology.Now, the professor’s lifestyle is a thing of wonder.You may have a heavy teaching and publication load, but the freedom to spend your unstructured summer time pure learning was (still is) a huge draw.I began studying geology.I joined the Wisconsin Geological Society.I was even made an officer.My, a biblical studies professor.
At one point I bought a jeweler’s loupe.Many geologists have them.To get down to the level of the crystalline structure of most rocks you’ll need something more powerful, but for fieldwork (and I’ve got a garage full of rocks to prove it) your average loupe will do.When Nashotah House decided I should no longer be a professor (and the rest of academe acquiesced) I seriously considered going back to school to study geology.Time was against me, however.I had to find a job with a family needing support, and so here I am in publishing instead.And not only that, but I’m a Bibles editor.Most people have no idea what that means.Some days even I don’t.But one thing I have learned is that you’ve got to know your leather.
This is a bit uncomfortable to me as a vegan, but I have learned that many people want their Bibles wrapped up in animal sacrifice.I’ve also learned there are many different kinds of leather.The typical leather Bible is pigskin.Yes, that’s right.In the trade you can call a Bible with any animal hide leather.Bonded leather means that it’s pieces glued together.The most expensive Good Books are “genuine leather.”Cut from whole cloth, as it were.I keep my jeweler’s loupe in my work desk.Sometimes I need to look at something closely, off screen.My loupe came in a leather case.One of the sides peeled off during our move and I could see clearly what bonded leather means.In fact, the “nded” part of “bonded” is clearly visible like a secret Bible code on the underlayer of my case.Nothing, it seems, is ever wasted.
It is utterly remarkable that in this year of the Common Era 2020 that even in Unicode you can’t write Hebrew in Microsoft Word without gymnastics.The task at work was a fairly simple one: proofread the Hebrew in a typeset manuscript ready for the printer.This means the manuscript is a PDF at this point and to get Hebrew to appear in a comment bubble you need to copy it from Word and paste it in.But wait!Word only has some Hebrew letters in its Symbols menu.Try getting a yod to appear.I looked up a Unicode chart, copied and pasted the Unicode unique identifier and Word gave me a capital P.Not a jot or tittle to be found.So, to get the yod I had to fetch my personal Mac and use the language menu and type the word out.Copy.Paste in an email from my personal account to my work account.Wait.Open work email message.Copy again.Paste again.
Using this method, a task that would take me maybe twenty minutes stretched into hours.There was simply no way to get Microsoft Word to display a full Hebrew alphabet shy of changing the language on the computer.And since I don’t read Modern Hebrew I had a feeling that would lead to disaster.Part of the problem is that programmers thought it would be smart to make Unicode Hebrew automatically appear right to left.This has been the bane of many of us since the earliest word processors tried to replicate the language.We grew used to typing it in backwards.Now you never know which letter is going to disappear if you hit delete—it doesn’t help that it can act differently on a Mac than on your standard business-issue PC.Not only that, but when you paste it the receiving document often automatically reverses word order.Can I get a pen and paper over here?
I sometimes jokingly lament the hold that technology has on us.In some instances the joking takes on a serious tone, I know.I do wonder about having techies drive where we’re going.It’s one thing to make it possible to print Hebrew letters in electronic form, but it is quite another to read them and have a sense of what they’re saying.And those of us challenged by the whole right-left orientation and a cursor blinking on one side of a word but having its effect on the other wonder if it’s worth the effort.There’s a reason ancient people wrote in clay, it seems.
Quantum mechanics shows deep connections based on empirical evidence.This is Einstein’s famous “spooky action at a distance.”Particles that split apart from one another seem to be in communication as they track on trajectories away from one another at incredible speeds.It’s almost as if there’s will involved.Maybe there is.If intention is part of the natural world, we’re in trouble.Well, at least stark materialism is.You can’t measure will.We all know what it is because we feel it.Try to define it.Isn’t will a matter of what you want?What could a particle possibly want?If it’s small it can’t hurt us, right?But once it crosses a certain level, it no longer works.Science trembles at quantum mechanics being applied at the non-microscopic level.
Ironically science is wedded to an idea proposed by a medieval cleric.Early scientists were often clergy—an association most scientists would prefer to forget these days.William of Ockham (fourteenth century) proposed an idea that became the surefooted stance of science in its toddler phase.Simply reduced it goes like this: the single natural explanation, without relying on outside forces, is probably the best.It’s known as Ockham’s Razor (aka Occam’s Razor). Yet Ockham was a Franciscan Friar, a cleric.His thinking and reasoning were necessarily informed by ecclesiastical thought.Or, not to put too fine a point on it, theology.His razor avoided entanglements.Ironically, science refers to this quantum connection as entanglement.
Humans, it seems, have a tendency toward contrariness.We’re oppositional.When we’re told that quantum mechanics applies only to the very small, we wonder if maybe the same principles don’t work “up here” at our scale.It’s hard to conceive that even our scale is simply a matter of perspective.Since we’re uncomfortable with the idea we suggest that only our species is conscious.That way we can keep the will out of animals as well as subatomic particles, let alone larger scale entities such as planets, galaxies, and universes.Maybe entanglement suggests Ockham’s Razor is dull.Before getting out the philosophical strop, perhaps we should ask if the simplest explanation is really the best after all.Maybe the best answer is far more complex than we’d like to admit.I love science.I still, when I have time, read science books written for the laity.It’s just that science, like religion, is part of a larger picture.As much as we fear entanglement, it is an empirically observed part of life in our universe.
So I’m looking for a photo.An electronic one, of course.And since my camera, or phone, or whatever it is, automatically names them for the benefits of machines, I don’t know what it’s called.When I want to search for it I have to scroll and scan through hundreds of images.It’s the price we pay for letting technology run things.Okay, so it’s made life easier; I’m down with that.Still, I would like to know where my info is.I learned to find files by navigating to them, something computers taught me how to do.But computers move things around while we sleep.
Now that Covid-19 has moved in to stay, we all use meeting software to stay in touch.Most of us use Zoom so businesses naturally prefer Microsoft Teams.I don’t know the details of Teams so I watch a video tutorial.The Microsoft official (well-paid enough to dress casual) is explaining that you can attach things in Teams, something that we’ve all had to learn how to do in email school.He says that those sharing in your chat don’t know where the actual document is.“Who needs to know?” (I’m paraphrasing here), he says.“Nobody needs to know where it is.”This is my fear—my personal files need to be where I can find them, not on some sleepy server halfway around the world.Just the other day the internet went out here.Just for a little while, but those were panicked minutes nonetheless.I don’t want my files bumping around in a cloud when I need to know how to navigate to them.What if the server goes down right when I need them? I don’t trust clouds.Zeus raped Io in the form of a cloud, remember.
Bordone, Zeus and Io; a picture I did find!
I’d feel better about all this if those of us pen-and-paper types were involved in the discussion.Nothing says “ephemera” like documents made of electrons.Maybe I need to spend more time with religions of east Asia where the idea of lack of permanence is key.Knowing where to find important things, however, has been a hallmark of Euro-American thought.And if your very own personal documents are being kept where you don’t even need to know where, how can you sleep at night?Some of us are kept awake still wondering where that thing we can find since we’ve moved might be.I get the spooky feeling that technology is training us.For what nobody can guess.As for me, I’ll get in line once I find that photo that I didn’t even name.