With the death of the most saint-like Pope in living memory, it feels a little like fate that I’d seen Conclave just three days before. Francis was the only Pope I’ve seen, and am likely to see. He cared for people more than dusty doctrines that still repress. He laid hands on the sick and genuinely loved human beings. Given the reactionary world of politics, I suspect his successor will be conservative, but I would be glad to be wrong. All this seesawing on the way to progress makes me a bit seasick. And Francis was a man who, from a humble background, understood the necessity of moving forward rather than pretending things always stay the same. I already miss him.
It was on the rare occasion of being invited to a New York City church to offer a program that I saw him. Since I’d be staying a couple nights in Manhattan, my wife joined me. On the way to meet her after work on that Friday, I saw large crowds along 34th Street in Herald Square. The buzz indicated that the Pope would be going this way on his way out of town. The police refused to confirm that, but it seemed like a good bet. I asked Kay, “Do you want to see the Pope?” We found a place in the crowd (this was pre-pandemic, of course) where we had a good view of the street and eventually the motorcade rolled through, Pope Francis in his trademark Fiat, the window down, waving at the crowd. And then he was gone.
In New York City you see motorcades. I’d seen President Obama’s go by once, on the way to the United Nations, I think it was. But still, seeing the Pope was incredible. Not shielded behind bulletproof glass, his care for the nameless crowds felt genuine. I empathize with those raised in humble circumstances who manage just to survive, let alone become the head of the largest branch of Christianity. I like to think he was a reluctant Cardinal, and a reluctant Pope. Conclave is fiction, of course, but the idea of choosing someone who really doesn’t want the job is immensely appealing. How different from world leaders we’re now burdened with! Men (almost always) who see themselves as God’s gift to us, clawing at power. At the same time, Francis, who was a divine gift, actually remembered what Jesus said and did. The world is poorer for his death but richer for the lessons he taught by example.














