The proofs of Nightmares with the Bible are sitting right here on this laptop.If I’ve seemed distracted, now you know why.My life is unaccountably busy for a mere editor, and I’m afraid my September is being consumed by proofreading and index-making.I had some fiction I wanted to submit this month, but proofs are a necessary part of writing and for those who take nobody’s word for it, reading them is important.I have books on my shelves from very reputable publishers literally littered with typos.I fear that.I try to read proofs with as much concentration as a busy life will allow.And yes, proofs come with hard and fast deadlines.I only wish they’d been here in July.Or June.But still, Nightmares are on their way.
Since this was a “Halloween season” book, the goal was to have it out in September or October.That won’t happen now, but there were a couple of things that transpired along the way: one was a pandemic.The other was another paper shortage.Strange as it may seem, both of my last two books came out in a time of paper shortages.In 2018, the industry had supposed ebooks would wipe out print.That didn’t happen, and when Michelle Obama’s Becoming took off, well, let’s just say academic books weren’t a priority.Printing schedules across the industry got bumped and books from small publishers targeted for a specific date just didn’t match the demand.This year the paper shortage is due to the Covid-19 outbreak.Paper suppliers shut down for a while and, guess what?Print came back!
In any case, hoping against hope that we can make the November publication date, I’m trying to read the proofs with record speed (and care).That means other daily activities may suffer for a little bit.Those of us who write think of our books as something like our children (not quite literally that high, but not far from it).We want them to be launched into a world that will be receptive to them.And so my morning writing (and reading) time has been dedicated to Nightmares with the Bible.And indexing said book.I’m not good at many things, but one talent I do have is concentration.Until these proofs are submitted (hopefully ahead of deadline) there won’t be much else to which I can pay attention.I’ll continue to post my daily thoughts, of course, and if you can click that “share” button on Amazon’s book page it’d be much appreciated.
Since I like to blog about books, my usual reading practice is to stick with a book once I start it.This can be problematic for short story collections because often there’s one in particular I want to read.Somewhat embarrassed about it, I have to confess that sometimes it’s because I saw the movie first.So it was with Daphne du Maurier’s “The Birds.”Du Maurier, the daughter of a father who also wrote horror, caught Alfred Hitchcock’s attention.Several of his movies were based on her works.Not all of them can be called horror—a genre that’s difficult to pin down—but they deal with gothic and thriller themes that had an appeal for Hitch.In fact some analysts date the modern horror film to the period initiated by this iconic director.
I have a collection of du Maurier’s short stories, written in the day when 50 pages counted as a short story rather than “product” that could be “exploited” in various formats.(Today it’s not easy to find literary magazines that will publish anything over 3,000 words, or roughly 10–12 pages.)In any case, “The Birds” is an immersive tale.The movie is quite different, of course, set in America with a cast of characters that can only be described as, well, Hitchcockian.Du Maurier’s vision is much closer to the claustrophobic pandemic mindset.A single English family, poor, tenant farmers, far from the centers of commerce, must figure out how to survive the bird attacks on their own.The suddenly angry birds attack their hovel in time with the tides (they live near the coast) so the family has to gather supplies between attacks and try to last another night of pecking and clawing.
The story is quite effective.Reading it suggests the importance of self-reliance and willingness to accept a changed reality on its own terms.No explanation is given for the birds’ change of attitude.Human intervention in the environment is supposed but how would a simple family living of the fringes of the fabric woven by the wealthy know?Forced to react, they try to keep the kids calm while knowing, at some level, this can never end well.The movie maintains the ambiguous ending, which is probably what makes it so scary.Corvid or covid, there are things out there that drive us into our homes where we must shelter in place.Although I didn’t read the whole book, this choice of story seems strangely apt for the current circumstances.
The walnuts are always the first to turn.At least around here they are.Their yellow leaves began to litter the bike path in August.Their nuts can be quite a hazard to a jogger if it’s not quite light.Still jacketed with their spherical rind, an unexpected foot landing on one can lead to a rolled ankle or even a fall on the pea gravel.Such incidents led me to wait until it’s light enough to see clearly before going out for a jog.You see, I like to exercise before starting work, so I jog at first light.In June this can mean heading out even before five if the weather’s clear.Since I start work around 6:30 this is a comfortable time to go.Nobody else is on the bike path then.And with Covid lurking, that’s a good thing.
The earliest sunrise comes about a week before the summer solstice.By the time summer officially begins I already have to delay my jog slightly.This is one of the great disappointments about Daylight Saving Time.After winter’s long darkness, it starts to get light in the morning and I think to myself “I’ll soon be able to jog before work again,” but then we set the clocks back and set sunrise progress back by another month.During the darkling months of the year I have to jog at lunchtime.The changing walnuts always warn me that such a time is drawing near.Already here in early September I’m getting back late for my usual work time since the sun is reluctant to throw its first crepuscular rays over the brow of the hill before six a.m.The problem with this is that many more people are out on the bike trail at six than I ever see at five.And often they don’t care to share.
There are a couple of older guys who walk abreast, taking up pretty much the whole trail every day now.They hear me coming, look back, but like the marching band in “American Pie,” refuse to yield.Single file for them is a sign of weakness.I have to divert into the dew-soaked grass on chilly mornings to get around them with my now-wet feet.I long for the days when I could easily jog before they even think of heading out to the trail. The solitude of half-light.The walnuts are the prophets of the tree world, however.Their fruit is both nutritious and dangerous.Scattered across the trail in the persistent dusk of a cloudy morning, they’re both a hazard and a warning.And it’s a sign that the morning jog may already have to wait until mid-May to reappear.
Summer vacation—or at least what used to be known as summer vacation—is winding down.Unlike most years when the season is marked by a carefree sense of time off and travel, many of us spent it locked down while the Republicans have used revisionist history on the pandemic, claiming against all facts that America handled it best.Is it any wonder some of us turned to horror to cope?My latest piece in Horror Homeroom has just appeared (you can read it here).It’s on the movie Burnt Offerings.The movie is set in summer with its denouement coming just as vacation time ends.I’ve written about it here before, so what I’d like to mull over just now is transitions.The end of summer is traditionally when minds turn to hauntings.
Doing the various household repairs that summer affords the time and weather for, I was recently masked up and in Lowe’s.Although it was only mid-August at the time, Halloween decorations were prominent.Since this pandemic—which the GOP claims isn’t really happening—has tanked the economy, many are hoping that Halloween spending (which has been growing for years) will help.My own guess is that plague doctor costumes will be popular this year.Unlike the Christmas decorations that we’ll see beginning to appear in October (for we go from spending holiday to spending holiday) I don’t mind seeing Halloween baubles early.There is a melancholy feel about the coming harvest and the months of chill and darkness that come with it.Burnt Offerings isn’t the greatest horror film, but it captures transitions well.(That’s not the focus of the Horror Homeroom piece.)
Many of us are wondering how it will all unfold.Some schools have already opened only to close a week or two later.Those in Republican districts are sacrificing their children (this is the point of the Burnt Offerings piece) in order to pretend that 45’s fantasy land is the reality.The wheels of the capitalist economy have always been greased with the blood of workers.(Is it any wonder I watch horror?)As I step outside for my morning jog I catch a whiff of September in the air, for each season has its own distinct scent.I also know that until the situation improves it will likely be the last I’ll be outdoors for the day.It has been a summer of being cooped up and, thankfully, we’ve had movies like Midsommar and Burnt Offerings to help us get through.
Perhaps you’ve noticed it too, or perhaps it’s just something those of us in the strange world between Mac and PC see.A couple of months ago I noticed something strange: the time clock on my work computer (PC) differed from that on the various Mac devices scattered about the house.The difference was about a minute, possibly a bit less than that.PC, symbolically, was running behind Mac time.Now, I have no idea where either platform gets its data regarding what time it is.I do know that I never have to set clocks anymore, and that the traditional clocks in the house all have trouble keeping up with electronic time.Still, it is odd that time signatures that had, for many years been the same are now off by a number of seconds.
Time is a mystery.We know it’s passing and many of us looked up suddenly a few days ago and said “How did it get to be August?”A summer without vacations, without the usual markers, has silently and sickly slipped by.We’re all waiting for something undefined, and time has begun to slip.The phrase always makes me think of “The Time Warp,” and that may be more appropriate than I realize.We live by the clock.My jeremiad—surely not mine alone—is that I never have enough time.The pandemic and its endless Zoom meetings have taken much of what had been a quiet, if time-stressed, life and made it a very busy time-starved life.Meanwhile HR measures your loyalty by the hour and minute and many of us therefore overcompensate.“Time,” Morpheus says, “is always against us.”
So you can see why I’m concerned about that missing minute.There’s a question as to who owns it, but still, it’s another busy moment to slip into a life with barely enough time as it is.If I perchance glance at my phone during work hours I notice the discrepancy.Can we not agree about what time it is?Businesses, of course, like the more conservative PC image.Many creative types prefer the freedom and ease of use of Macs, particularly those of us who learned the computer world on one.And since conservatives drive with a foot on the brakes it does make me wonder if they’re slowing down time or Apple is speeding it up.The end result is the same—we don’t know what time it is anymore.A deeply divided society can’t even agree on that, it seems.
During the Covid-19 crisis, cemeteries seem to be safe places.Not too many people are in them, at least not people that can spread the virus, and they always provide grounds for rumination.Besides, being outdoor spaces they can get you someplace outside the same four walls you see all the time.My wife and I both have an interest in genealogy.We’ve worked on our family trees and even try to keep our Reunion software up-to-date.This past weekend we visited a family burial plot in upstate New York.My wife’s family has a more accomplished pedigree than mine does, and one of her ancestors here actually merited an obelisk and was written up in local histories as a noteworthy member of the community.I also have ancestry in upstate, and we’ve traveled to some of their sites in the past, although their markers are usually harder to find.
Being in a cemetery, the logic of ancestor worship suggests itself.Without these people history as we know it would’ve been different.Without those who are our direct ancestors we wouldn’t even be here pondering our own insignificance.We wish these headstones could talk, saying more than the names, vital dates, and perhaps a quote from the Bible.We listen, hoping to gain knowledge of who they were.It seems to me that cemetery histories would be a boon to genealogists.For those of us whose predecessors were buried in small towns, such guides could be a real boon.As it is, Find A Grave dot com is often a helpful resource, but who wouldn’t like to be written up in an actual book?Network reception often isn’t great out here in rural America.
Graveyards are gateways to the past.In a world that feels like it’s changing way too fast, it seems right to have these places—these sanctuaries—to stop and reflect.They represent lives lived.Peaceful after the trauma of day-to-day angst and struggle.Unfortunately the pandemic is daily adding to the number of those who’ll be buried in cemeteries across the nation and around the world.Although somewhat preventable, we have no national will to stop the tragedy.So it is I find myself staring at a monument erected to someone I never knew, but without whom my life would’ve been vastly different.It’s a sunny day and I’m outside amid a crowd that can cause me no harm, but who, at times like this, inspire me.
Stories of the wealthy never interest me unless they have a mysterious, ageless cousin who’s really a vampire.Unfortunately fantasy can’t save us from the reality of a once great nation that’s now crumbling.As I wrote earlier on this particular book, we already know, at some level, what it says.Mary L. Trump, who alone has courage among her family, exposes quite a lot in Too Much and Never Enough: How My Family Created the World’s Most Dangerous Man.There’s no point in ascribing blame for deeds done.I also fear there’s no hope that justice will ever be served in this case.Dysfunctional families are all too real and all too common.Some of the traits (but none of the money) from Fred Trump’s cruelty were as familiar to me as my own childhood.A powerful, overbearing stepfather riddled with a sense of his own inadequacy, taking it out in his own empire within the walls of his house.The damaged children it leaves behind, each struggling to cope in their own way.
The family Fred Trump raised was bound to become damaged goods.It is to the everlasting shame of the Republican Party that it could come up with no other viable candidate for the highest office in the land.Not so long ago I would’ve written “world,” by that day’s gone past us.Not only did “the party” accept his nomination, it has enabled him, as Mary Trump shows, every step of the way.Knowing that something is deeply wrong—that more people will have to die in this country of Covid-19 than anywhere else, just to stoke one man’s ego—and refusing to act should be a sin in anybody’s book.Who still emerges as his defender?The Evangelical.This mess is so convoluted that it will take historians (presuming anyone survives it) decades to try to unravel it.That’s because nobody in the GOP has any empathy for those already born.Strange form of “Christianity,” that.
This book is a depressing read.Still, I’m glad I did it.Not that it will change much.Those who are psychologically like Trump, incapable of distinguishing truth from fiction, will say it’s all lies.You can always play that card.There are facts, however, and they are recorded.Those who are able to weigh evidence know (and already knew) that a dangerous man had been coddled by a dangerous party that puts self-interest over nation.You know, I think there may be a vampire in this story after all, but I just don’t have the heart to look any further.
While on a rare family visit (it’s scary to get out too much) we visited Watkins Glen State Park in upstate New York.My mother’s family has roots in this area, and we’ve visited it several times in the past.There are always people there, but in manageable numbers.The website declared it was mandatory to wear a mask (“New York tough”!) and to keep social distancing.It perhaps didn’t help that we went during a heat wave when a walk along a waterfall-laced path seemed like a refreshing idea.I guess I had in my head the modest crowds we’d encountered in our many past visits.We were, however, not the only tourists (although somewhat local) with that particular plan.Not by any metric I can conceive.
If you’ve never been to Watkins Glen, the park has a Civilian Conservation Corp-built stairway and trail (approximately 600 stairs) through a glacial and water-cut gorge.The sedimentary layers are fascinating for anyone with an interest in geology and for those who like to ponder the millions of years required for the laying down and lifting up of multiple bedding planes.The gorge itself has a curvilinear appeal that is almost mystical.Waterfalls produce negative ions which, everyone knows, tend to make people happy.I was, however, more on the terrified side of the spectrum.It became clear even before we reached the gorge that there were hundreds of people already in the park.Most of them unmasked.Large crowds gathered around the more picturesque waterfalls, blocking the narrow walkways.Tourists have no idea what “six feet” might possibly mean.Stair-climbing is an aerobic exercise, and wearing a mask in such circumstances is the only smart thing to do.
While on the considerably less crowded trails of the Pennsylvania outdoors venues we more commonly frequent, I’m nervous when someone walks even more than six feet away in the opposite direction.This felt like a nightmare to me.Too many people paying too little heed to the mandated caution.I’ll be quarantining myself for two weeks for sure. Maybe more.I don’t get out much in any case, but even though we were obstructing our view through cloudy glasses and trying to get adequate oxygen through made-to-specification cloth masks, there’s only so much that prophylactics can do.I jog at first light to avoid other health nuts on the local trails.I go to stores only for necessities.Being in a canyon with the careless invincibles inspired less than confidence in this petrified pilgrim.Knowing human nature, it seems closing popular state parks until people get smart may be the best way out of a tight squeeze.
Like just about everybody else, I spend my days online during the pandemic.Well, actually, I spent my days online before that since I’m a remote worker.Even before that, when spending a considerable part of each day commuting to and from New York City, once I got there I’d sit in a cubicle and work online all day anyway.To borrow a tagline, the truth is out there.Somewhere on the internet, I think.Probably on the deep web, but I understand that’s a scary place.I’m not sure why it is that I started receiving email ads for something called Virtual Bible Study.I suppose I spend enough time, and my computer eats enough cookies on Bible Gateway that the Virtual Bible Study people think I’m the typical customer.
Having led many Bible studies in my life, and having taught biblical studies professionally, I’m aware that you can never learn it all.Indeed, biblical study is the original never-ending story.Stay with it long enough and you’ll earn plenty of enemies.Recently my mother was telling me that she’s doing a Bible Study where you follow a schedule and read the “liner notes” that come with a particular curriculum.She mentioned to me that she was having trouble with Deuteronomy 28.It’s a chapter with which I’m quite familiar.I remember reading it as a young person and being terror-struck by it (those who wonder what horror might have to do with the Good Book ought to read it.Go ahead, I’ll wait.You can find it on Bible Gateway.).This is one of those places where God spells out the blessings (somewhat limited) for obedience and the curses (very many) for failure.The list is long and terrible.I’m not a chapter-and-verse citer, but from my very first read-through of the Bible I could tell you what was in Deuteronomy 28. It was burned into my memory.
I do have to wonder about the efficacy of online Bible Study.I sure do appreciate not having to look everything up in a print concordance any more.That was quite a time-consuming activity and you needed to be very familiar with the particular version you were using to make it work.I know I grouse a bit about technology on this blog, but given my vocation, and avocation, I sure like having Google on my side when I need to look up a verse that I can only partially recall.I do have to wonder, however, since the truth is out there, whether anybody’s found a good way to comfort their elders who get stuck on the curses that essentially wrap up the covenant in good old Deuteronomy.
I recently took part in a non-partisan postcard-writing effort sponsored by Moms Rising.The idea is simple enough: encourage people to get out and vote.Such is the state of our country that some people see this as a liberal agenda. An anti-patriotic act.Who would object to people voting(apart from the Republican Party, that is)?Apparently we’re now simply supposed to accept what the present administration hands down, including its desire to retain power legally or illegally.Those who suggest that people should be given their constitutional voices are considered radicals.This would be ironic were it not so dangerous.The only reason the powers that be are in office is because of an election, and one that was “won” by that gaming of the system known as the electoral college.Now that Covid-19 is ravaging our country, those who refuse to do anything about it want to strengthen their grip.And their followers blindly say “Amen.”
Postcard writing does not involve telling the potential electorate whom to choose.The message we’re instructed to write is simply encouraging others to vote.Gerrymandering and making people stand in Covid-laced long lines have been “tactics” used by current supporters of the modern-day plague to keep their hold on power.When trying to get people to vote is considered an act of sedition we need to stop and think what democracy has become.If you don’t believe everyone should vote then you have no right to object—your voice is your vote.I stand with Moms Rising to test the room.Let’s see if what’s happening here is really the will of the people.And I don’t mean that house of lower education, the so-called electoral college.
If you’re inclined to help with the effort, all it costs is a little time.Check out Moms Rising’s website.They’ll send you a packet of postcards for free with a postage-paid envelope to mail them back.All you need to do is write a sentence or two in the blank space on the back, put the cards in the envelope, and drop it in a mailbox.It costs so little and so much is at stake.Time is a commodity, I know.Given that our time is running out, however, it seems that sparing a bit of it to keep democracy breathing is important.No— vital.My regular readers know how I often express my wish/need for just a little more time to accomplish what I’d like to squeeze into a day.I’ll gladly sacrifice ten minutes for the good of the country I call home.
One of my favorite Leonard Cohen songs is “Everybody Knows.” On a related note, the best-selling book in America last week was Mary Trump’s Too Much and Never Enough: How My Family Created the World’s Most Dangerous Man.With the publisher citing 900,000 copies sold upon release, it produced numbers that most publishing houses only dream of.I’d preordered it on Amazon but for the first time ever I did not have a copy on the day of release.There were a lot of people ahead of me in this line.That’s even more remarkable than it sounds because we all pretty much know what the book says.We also know that its subtitle is true: we have a very dangerous man (daily rising Covid deaths show this to be true) given free rein by Republican senators.Even adults without high school educations that I talk to know there is something seriously wrong.Indeed, anyone who knows how to fact-check can see it.
A very popular way to deal with inconvenient truths is to posit a conspiracy theory.Evangelicals (now defined as Trump supporters) have long used conspiracies as ways of explaining how facts simply don’t support their views.From the moment “alternative facts” left the lips of the administration in January 2017 I knew we were in deep, deep trouble.Funny thing is, many Evangelicals had to read Orwell in school, like the rest of us.How they could support anyone that had such a long, long track record of criminal cases against him before placing his hand on the Bible and swearing to uphold a constitution he’s been daily dismantling since is anybody’s guess.Daily life, it seems, is now a conspiracy.
One of my favorite Leonard Cohen songs is “Everybody Knows.”The lyrics suggest that whatever it is we want to keep secret everybody, well, knows.That’s what’s so distressing about America’s current decline.Everybody knows that being president is a very difficult position and that it’s only handled adequately by well-trained and smart people who, despite their faults, put country above self.With the election of 2016 it was clear from even before day one that ego was the driving factor behind 45.Americans love their outrageous television personalities and somehow think that appeal on the small screen somehow translates to leadership ability.We’ve learned before that this isn’t true.I haven’t read Mary Trump’s book yet—it just arrived in the mail—but when I do I’m sure I’ll find out what everybody knows.
Something truly remarkable happened this week.The Society of Biblical Literature, which, along with the American Academy of Religion, meets annually in November, has canceled its in-person meeting.I’ve been attending this conference since 1991 (with a few years off for good behavior).It always meets the weekend before Thanksgiving, stretching to the Tuesday prior.Some academics use the meeting to have an exotic Thanksgiving break with their families, particularly when it congregates someplace warm.(It was scheduled for Boston this year.)So I’m ruminating what this will mean for a year of missing markers.Some of you may recall I missed two years ago, electing to stay in Newark Airport instead, but this is different.We’re all being changed by this virus.
Missing markers. That’s what my wife calls it.March 12 was the day that Covid-19 became a crisis.In my extended family that’s in the middle of birthday season.Travel plans had to be altered.Trips to see loved ones had to be delayed.Then cancelled.Memorial Day came and went.It was a long weekend, but for most of us it was a long weekend at home.Our usual summer trip to the lake was also a victim.A remote lake may be the safest place to be, but you have to get there.Flying doesn’t seem safe and we don’t have enough vacation days to drive all the way out and back.Here we are halfway through the summer and each day feels pretty much like the one before, even if it’s a day off work.Time seems out of whack.Back in April it was hard to believe it was still 2020, now it’s difficult to comprehend that the year’s more than half over and there will be no AAR/SBL in November.
Growing tired of the phrase “unprecedented times,” I prefer “missing markers.”Yes, the weather’s still doing its time-keeping job.This summer has been quite hot around here, for the most part.I remember shivering in my study sometime not so long ago, bundled up in layers and thinking that when summer rolled around this coronavirus would be a bad memory.If only there were something governments could do to keep people safe.If only there were people in the White House who cared.I had visions of professors, hundreds and hundreds of them, wearing masks with their tweed.It was a vision of wonder.They’d walk up to you, extending an elbow to bump, but you’d back off. That’s actually too close.And lecturing spreads germs very effectively.Over time 2020 itself will become a marker.I’m not sure anyone will miss it, however.
“And Pharaoh’s servants said unto him, How long shall this man be a snare unto us? let the men go, that they may serve the Lord their God: knowest thou not yet that Egypt is destroyed?”The words are from the Good Book.Specifically Exodus 10.7.They’ve been on my mind as the coronavirus is beginning to yield in all developed nations but our own.Let me set the scene: the Israelites have become slaves in Egypt.Moses was sent to set them free, but a Trumpian Pharaoh stood in the way.Plague after plague was sent, but the president, er, I mean Pharaoh, refused to acknowledge what the evidence indicated.Moses would appear before the senate and declare the coming disaster.In the mythical world of the Bible, though, the senate actually saw reason.
“Knows thou not yet that Egypt is destroyed?”Instead of addressing the Covid-19 crisis the White House has decided to turn a blind eye.Nearly one-fourth of the worldwide cases of the disease are recorded in the United States.In the past week several record-setting days of new case numbers were set even as the administration was insisting that schools be opened without any plans, or even ideas about how to help.“Have them make bricks without straw,” you could almost hear echoing around the Oval Office.Ah, indeed, this is the most biblical of administrations.Our economy has been tanked for years to come.The environment has been degraded to the point of disaster.And yet Moses is ignored.The real plague was the Pharaoh.
“This is the finger of science!”
Exodus is a story of liberation.What’s more, according to the Good Book, God himself wanted Israel to be set free.The Pharaoh, it seems, was not personally afflicted with the plagues until the darkness fell.Prior to that, if it didn’t affect him personally he simply didn’t care.Too many self-aggrandizing monuments to be built to his own name.Ancient Egypt was like that.Meanwhile plagues brought the mightiest nation of the time to its knees.Beyond that.It brought them prone.Most of us, I expect, are ready to get on with life.We’ve been self-isolating for over three months and yet the number of cases continues to increase.We could use a word or two of guidance from a sympathetic leader.Instead we’re entering hurricane season.I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’ve got my Bible all ready.And right now it’s open to Exodus.
If, like me, you can’t see a neighbor’s brickwork without thinking of “A Cask of Amontillado,” then I need not explain why I watch horror films.I know that as of late some literary scholars have challenged the idea that Edgar Allan Poe wrote horror.There is now, and always has been, a bias against the genre.In fact, many would point out that Rod Serling’s Twilight Zone wasn’t really horror, no matter how creepy some of the episodes were.Some would cast Ray Bradbury into that lot as well, and others would not.I spend a lot of time pondering this because those of us who enjoy some of what’s called horror are often cast as misfits.And misfits have a lot in common with monsters.
The connection with religion is a palpable, yet intangible one.It does seem that religion has its origins in fear and as it branched out it came to have different emphases.Jesus, for example, apparently stressed love, at least according to the gospel of John.That religion of love came, eventually, back around to fear.Calvinism, especially, is suffused with it.There’s a reason that it is the religion expressed in particularly effective horror.Apparently they meet similar needs, but psychology is not an exact science, and our tastes in it differ.Even our interpretations do so.As the bricklayer puts down row after row of masonry, the thoughts get walled up in days where work prevents serious consideration of the deeper questions.
It’s been years since I’ve read “A Cask of Amontillado.”The story has stayed with me, however, whether it’s horror or not.Stories about imprisonment are like that.The other day a police car stopped outside our house.We live in a working-class, but descent neighborhood.From the bits and pieces glimpses out the window revealed, there was a problem with a car that had been parked on the street for quite a while, and that didn’t belong to any of the local residents.The natural response to seeing that car just outside was fear.We fear criminals and we fear the police.We fear what Covid-19 is doing to us, even to those of us who’ve managed not to contract it.Traditional religion would tell us punishment comes from the Almighty.These things are all related.And across the way the bricklayer keeps up his work, row after row.
It’s Independence Day and what we most need independence from is our own government.History is full of ironies.Federal holidays falling on a Saturday, for instance.In any case, here we are on the Fourth of July and still stuck under a repressive government that a small portion of people like.Republican groups supporting Biden are starting to arise, but we can only dream on Independence Day.Many of us would like to be independent of the coronavirus, and not a few people are acting like we are.Cases are spiking, so the rest of us are staying indoors.Fireworks are okay, but I have trouble staying awake until dark these days and more often than not they just keep me awake as I’m starting to doze.
Maybe for Independence Day I’ll take leave of reality.Maybe I’ll imagine a government that isn’t so utterly corrupt that some people might have some faith in it.Maybe I’ll dream that black lives matter and that our leaders would believe it.Maybe I’ll think what it would have been like if caring officials addressed the Covid-19 crisis directly instead of brushing it off, so that like all well-run nations cases would be going down here instead of back up.There’s so many possibilities and the one thing they all have in common is that they point to independence from the Trump Administration, if that’s what it can be called.Maybe it’s time to light a sparkler of hope.
Independence Day can be a day of looking forward instead of looking back.If we can look ahead we might see a country where anyone will be allowed to exist and not be condemned by “Christianity.”We can come to see that privileging any one “class” or “race” or “sexual orientation” is a form of bigotry from which we can and should be independent.We can try to think what it must be like to experience life from somebody else’s skin.We can try to understand instead of standing ready to condemn that which is “different.”Fact is, everyone is different from everyone else, it’s only a matter of degree.And difference can unite rather than divide.The whole idea behind uniting different states was that those who were different could support one another and figure out how to make room for everyone to fit.It won’t be easy to do, but we might use today to envision a country where we can work together, and figure out that leaders who bring people together are the only hope we have for the future.