House-buying is perhaps best left for the young.Flexibility is, unfortunately, something that effaces with age, and house-buying is a rough transition at best.For anyone following this blog over the past month, the theme of moving is familiar.How we hired a moving company that didn’t get us in our new place until after 2:30 in the morning.How torrential rains came later and flooded our worldly goods temporarily stored in the garage.How mowing the lawn caused me to question my faith—wait—I haven’t told that one yet!Well, you get the picture.Suffice it to say that although I didn’t think moving would be easy, it’s been a lot more difficult than I could’ve possibly imagined.In the midst of it came a dove.
At times, I must confess, I’m tempted toward superstition.A strange significance between events that are, in actual fact, random.We’ve all read of people who buy a house and discover some secret treasure left stashed away in the attic.The former owners of our house only left undisclosed defects that become clear in periods of prolonged rain.Even so, as I was feeling as miserable as one of Ray Bradbury’s astronauts on Venus—yes, the precipitation does begin to drive you insane after a while!—I decided to try an impose some order on the chaos that is our garage (we haven’t had a dry weekend since moving in to transfer the soggy stuff to our house) I looked down.There, amid the screws and other little detritus left behind in the way of treasure, I found a dove charm.A dove sent after a flood.
The symbolism of the dove with hope is ancient indeed.It predates the Bible when it comes to a symbol that the flood is nearly over.The Mesopotamians also had a dove sent out from the ark, and I’m given to believe this is something ancient mariners, whether they rhymed or not, regularly did to assess if land was near.Unlike our heavy, wingless species, birds can soar over chaos.At least for a while.They are a symbol of hope.Was that dove sent to me on purpose at a time when I needed it, or was it just a random find, one of those too much stuff in a small world moments?There’s no way to assess that, I suppose.For me, on yet another rainy day, it’s a symbol of hope.The only other choice, it seems, would be to build an ark.
You don’t have to be in New York City long to begin to see yourself as an expert on pigeons. The ubiquitous avians are ruthlessly castigated as “flying rats” and “filthy birds,” primarily because they like people food and poop everywhere. I have it on the authority of Gomi and Stinchecum that everybody poops. From what I’ve seen walking through the city early on the morning after a holiday, not everyone is discriminate about where—and I’m not talking only about the pigeons. Still, I can’t help thinking that pigeons are unfairly maligned. They are pretty birds, when examined individually. They have iridescent throat feathers and a pleasing, portly gait—almost jaunty. They manage well, despite hardships. Often I see one hobbling about missing a foot or otherwise physically challenged, and yet ebullient in their pullastrine way.
Yesterday as the NJ Transit behemoth in which I was riding rounded the helix into the Port Authority Bus Terminal, I saw two depressed pigeons. Unlike the jolly bobbing and pecking they usually seem to enjoy, this pair was simply standing. On the ground before them was a dead pigeon. Now I don’t know the backstory here, but the two standing around didn’t look like murderers to me. It seemed that they’d come upon a fallen comrade and were, in their own way, offering respects. In the ongoing debate separating ourselves from other animals, I often wonder if we have by-passed many of the basics. I do know that many animals find dead of their own species distressing. This is well documented. Why not pigeons?
Pigeons—related to doves, which, according to some religious traditions have sacred qualities, eh, Mary?—are seldom classed as the brightest of birds. I’ve written about the intelligence of corvids before, but pigeons have uniquely adapted themselves to our polluting ways. I grew up in a small town where pigeons weren’t especially abundant. They gather in large numbers where many people congregate and drop their litter. And, based on my recent experience, contemplate the mysteries of death. Peregrine falcons lurk overhead, doling out death at over 200 miles an hour. All the pigeons want to do, it seems to me, is to get a free lunch in an uncertain world where those whose presence has conjured them despise them. Unlike their sacred cousins, they are, like us, utterly pedestrian. Maybe they too appreciate the simple value of life.