“Ne’er cast a cloot ’til May be oot,” as we heard it in Scotland, was a warning, loosely translated, to “never take off a layer until May is over.”That bit of lowland wisdom fits this spring pretty well.As I was donning full winter regalia for my jog this morning my thoughts naturally turned toward the weather.Memory distorts things, of course, but I keep coming back to my youth and thinking late May used to be reliably warm.There were chilly mornings from time to time, but yesterday held a touch of November in the air, as if the world somehow switched axes.Even the usual animals I see—deer, groundhogs, ducks, and the occasional fox or raccoon—all seemed to be sleeping in this morning.Who could blame them?
I postulated in Weathering the Psalms that the weather is somehow connected in our psyches with the divine.It’s God’s big blue heaven, after all.The weather is something we can only control in a bad way, though.While other people are fixated on surviving the coronavirus outbreak Trump has been quietly (although well documentedly) been relaxing environmental regulations so that when this is all over the beleaguered wealthy will have further income streams.And so global warming gets a head start on opening the doors of industry again.Those older than even me tell me the weather is far wilder than when they were young.Perhaps it’s just the Anthropocene hadn’t had time to settle in yet.Or maybe environmental degradation is spitting in the face of God.
First light is beautiful.I’ve been awakening before the sun for so many years now that I can’t recall what it’s like to stumble out of bed when blue begins edging the curtains.When it does I pull on my sneakers and head out the door.It’s easy to pretend out here that everything’s okay.When I do spot a deer, statue-still until I’m mere feet away, I wonder what life was like before the koyaanisqatsi of industrialization.When our human impact on the earth was humble, like that of our fellow animals.Now the weather has turned.It’s chilly out here this morning.I’m wearing a stocking cap and gloves and I’m watching my own breath forming the only clouds in the sky.The weather is a kind of psalm, I guess.I should pull on another clout and consider the wisdom of my elders.
I recently saw Koyaanisqatsi for the first time.This was initially prompted from an excellent blog post over on Verbomania, suggesting words to describe our current crisis.I had never heard of the movie before.In case you’re in that same jolly boat, Koyaanisqatsi is a feature-length film from 1982 with no plot and no spoken lines.A score by Philip Glass underlies, and sometimes dominates, images of an earth beautiful in desolation (the Badlands, Monument Valley, Grand Canyon) juxtaposed with technology.The images are fascinating and disturbing.The title translates to something like “life out of balance” and the images of sausages being mass produced cross-cut with humans being lifted by escalators speaks volumes.The long, slow footage of 747s on the ground was enough to make me wonder if they really can fly.
Frenetic is perhaps the word that best captures images of life in the early 1980s.The images of Grand Central during rush hour show just how like ants we are.On the other hand, some of the scenes of people waiting for trains show a high percentage of them reading—we have perhaps lost ground in the last four decades.The mechanized, technologized way of life has perhaps made us something less than we could be.There are people in the movie, but not many of them look happy. Back when I commuted into New York I can’t think of any reason I would’ve been smiling on my way too or from work.Crowded streets, often smelling bad.Harried and harassed even before I reached the revolving door to my building.I watched the movie that was a slice of my life and wondered if so much of my time commuting couldn’t have been better spent.
Of course, I did read on the bus.On average I was able to finish about forty books more per year than I do now.Even home owning participates in koyaanisqatsi.It’s spring during an epidemic.Cold, yet rainy, the grass continues to grow and there’s no sunny time off work to mow it.It’s now May and it feels like we haven’t moved since March.Watching Koyaanisqatsi during the pandemic was itself a haunting experience.All those crowds.So many people bunched so closely together.I don’t miss the crowds.The cross-cut images of computer chips and city layouts made me wonder just what it’s all about.The SARS-CoV-2 reality has plunged me into a philosophical mood.I’m hoping when the crisis is over we might strive for a better sense of balance.