I may have given up on Weathering the Psalms a bit prematurely.Those who know me know that the weather impacts my mood.Now that I have a yard to mow that feeling has grown exponentially since perpetually wet grass is happy grass and is impossible to cut with a reel mower.Today, while those of pagan inclinations celebrate the sun, there’s more rain in the forecast.As there has been since Sunday.If Yahweh’s the God of the sun, then Baal’s had the upper hand for some time now.As an article on Gizmodo has pointed out, this has been the rainiest twelve months on record for the United States.And we’re largely to blame.We’ve known we’ve been warming the globe since the 1980s, at least.Yet we do nothing about it.You can’t stop the rain.
Our species occupies that odd role of predator and prey.Most predators, actually, are prey to somebody else.Not being nocturnal by nature, we fear the dark when we feel more like prey.Since we’re visually oriented, we crave the light.Today, when the conditions are right, we have it abundantly.Ironically, of the seasonal celebrations, the summer solstice is the only one with no notable holidays.Easter and a host of May Day-like holidays welcome spring and Halloween and Thanksgiving settle us into fall.December holidays around the other solstice are the most intense, but summer, with its abundant light and warmth, is perhaps celebration enough.Or maybe we know that marking the longest day is a transition point, since now we’ve reached a natural turning point.
So, it’s the solstice.From here on out the days start getting shorter and we slowly move toward the time of year when horror becomes fashionable again.The light that we crave now ebbs slowly to the dark we fear.There should be a holiday around here somewhere, for those of us outside academia continuing working right on through.The problem is western religions, especially Christianity, place no especially memorable events here.Resurrection’s a hard act to follow.Calendars, apart from telling us when to plant and harvest, are primarily religious tools in origin.When things are their darkest, six months from now, the church moved the likely spring birthday of Jesus to counteract pagan festivals encouraging the return of the light.I, for one, would like to see a day to commemorate it, even if it’s raining again.
First time home ownership is best left to younger people.And perhaps younger houses.The constant onslaught of things falling apart, or falling off (it has been an extreme weather year) has soured me on the idea.You get set in your ways, you see.The move from apartment to house didn’t come with a raise that would cover all the repairs invisible to a home inspector’s eye.Although our house has stood for over 120 years, the last owners let lots of things go with a lick and a promise and we, the naive middle-aged first-time buyers in a seller’s market, bit.I thought there would be repairs to make, but not all at once.The royalties from books like Holy Horror don’t make even a small dent in the contractor’s fees.We should maybe have bought a house in Jericho instead.One right on the city wall.
The shake-down voyage of a ship reveals the problems, so the theory goes.It stands to reason that people have to go through a shake-down year as well.I’ve got the roofer on speed-dial, and I keep a wary eye on a garage that has more love than actual care poured into it.All I want to do is read and write (which I could do just fine as a renter, thank you) in a place dry and not too cold.The weather, however, has been unforgiving.Rain and more rain.There’s something primal about all this—an element of having to struggle against nature in order to survive.In the modern world we’ve taken for granted our ability to keep the beasts and weather at bay.Storm systems like the one that has just blown through serve to remind our species that there are things that will forever remain beyond our control.
The lament is the most numerous genre of psalm
Something like this was going through my mind as I wrote Weathering the Psalms.(We didn’t own our house at Nashotah House, though.Whose house?Nashotah’s house.)Living in the Midwest gave me a new appreciation for the weather.Some of the storms we witnessed were nothing short of theophanic.Global warming has a way of bringing the weather front and center.Elements of this element, however, are within our control.We understand at least the human-driven elements of global warming.We deny they exist to scrape together a few more pennies at the end of the day.Meanwhile those who buy houses need to do their homework.If need a roofer too, I’ve got one on speed-dial.
We may have been to the moon—if not personally, collectively—but we still don’t control the weather down here.It’s probably not news that the eastern part of the country has been getting a lot of rain lately.One of the factors that led me to write Weathering the Psalms was the overwhelming tendency for humans to attribute weather to the divine.It used to be that we couldn’t reach the sky, so placing deities there seemed a safe bet.Now that we’ve shot through the thin membrane of atmosphere that swaddles our planet, we’ve discovered beyond a cold, dark space liberally sprinkled with stars and planets but mostly full of dark matter.The deity we thought lived beyond the sky somehow wasn’t anywhere our probes flew and recorded.
Still, down here on the surface, we live with the realities of weather and still think of it in terms of punishment and pleasure.When we don’t get enough rain, God is destroying us with drought.Too much rain, and the Almighty is washing us away with flood.The true variable in all of this is, obviously, human perception.Sure, animals experience the weather too, and they sometimes look to be as disgusted as humans when it snows too early or too late, or when the rain just won’t stop.I have to wonder if somewhere in their animals brains there’s the seed of an idea that the bird, or squirrel, or woodchuck in the sky is angry at them for some unspecified faunal sin.
While heading to the store yesterday, after weather reports assured us the rain was finally over for the day, the skies told a different story.The vistas around here are never what they were in the midwest—or what they are in Big Sky country—but the approaching storm was pretty obvious.An opaque drapery of precipitation was coming our way and although a rainbow would cheekily show up afterward, knowing that we’d been caught away from home with our windows open felt like punishment for something.Perhaps the hubris of buying a house when all I really require is a corner in which to write.Somewhere in my reptilian brain I translated a natural event into a supernatural one.When we got home to discover the storm had gone north of us, it felt like redemption.I spied the birds sheltering in shadows from the sun’s heat.Were they thinking it was some kind of divine avian displeasure, and hoping for some rain to cool things off for a bit?If so, was our religion correct, or was theirs?
House-buying is perhaps best left for the young.Flexibility is, unfortunately, something that effaces with age, and house-buying is a rough transition at best.For anyone following this blog over the past month, the theme of moving is familiar.How we hired a moving company that didn’t get us in our new place until after 2:30 in the morning.How torrential rains came later and flooded our worldly goods temporarily stored in the garage.How mowing the lawn caused me to question my faith—wait—I haven’t told that one yet!Well, you get the picture.Suffice it to say that although I didn’t think moving would be easy, it’s been a lot more difficult than I could’ve possibly imagined.In the midst of it came a dove.
At times, I must confess, I’m tempted toward superstition.A strange significance between events that are, in actual fact, random.We’ve all read of people who buy a house and discover some secret treasure left stashed away in the attic.The former owners of our house only left undisclosed defects that become clear in periods of prolonged rain.Even so, as I was feeling as miserable as one of Ray Bradbury’s astronauts on Venus—yes, the precipitation does begin to drive you insane after a while!—I decided to try an impose some order on the chaos that is our garage (we haven’t had a dry weekend since moving in to transfer the soggy stuff to our house) I looked down.There, amid the screws and other little detritus left behind in the way of treasure, I found a dove charm.A dove sent after a flood.
The symbolism of the dove with hope is ancient indeed.It predates the Bible when it comes to a symbol that the flood is nearly over.The Mesopotamians also had a dove sent out from the ark, and I’m given to believe this is something ancient mariners, whether they rhymed or not, regularly did to assess if land was near.Unlike our heavy, wingless species, birds can soar over chaos.At least for a while.They are a symbol of hope.Was that dove sent to me on purpose at a time when I needed it, or was it just a random find, one of those too much stuff in a small world moments?There’s no way to assess that, I suppose.For me, on yet another rainy day, it’s a symbol of hope.The only other choice, it seems, would be to build an ark.
I’m on vacation for a week. My job is such that taking vacation is becoming a rare commodity, what with precious few allotted days and move-in, move-out schedules of a collegiate child, and so on. And also company policy about keeping employees in the office between Christmas and New Year. Anyway, now that I’m here I should be kicking back and enjoying the beautiful lake and getting out to do the things inmates of the city seldom do. It has, however, rained every day that I’ve been here. Not all-day rains, of course, but just enough that plans have to be interrupted or changed at the last minute. I end up sitting in the cabin playing Solitaire when I should be out getting some fresh air. So it goes.
Ironically, I am staying in the drought-stricken west. The western United States, I learned when researching for Weathering the Psalms, has been ensconced in a decades’ long drought. In fact, prior to my family trip here it hadn’t rained in quite a while. Our arrival with the clouds was, after all, mere coincidence. Still, it’s hard not to take the weather personally. I know that the weather is larger than any one person’s needs or desires. I also know that water is a commodity even rarer than vacation days, largely because of our misuse of the limited supply that we have. California’s plight has been in the news. We have large cities in water-challenged environments and people treat water like there’s no end to its abundance while the opposite is the case. Just thinking about it makes me thirsty.
There are many things a person can go without, some of which feel absolutely essential at the time. Many vacations, I know, are extravagant. Fancy hotels, high-priced entertainment, exotic locations. Work can feel so crushing that vacation my become the one island of sanity in the midst of a hostile ocean of obligation. For me, vacation is time with family in a stripped-down, natural setting. Of course, we do indulge in some of the comforts of home, but having nothing in view outside the window beyond that which nature dictates is a transcendent experience. From where I sit, I can see nothing of human artifice. I do see clouds, however. I know that more rain is on the way. And I know that it is a gift, complain as we might, of the highest magnitude.
As April showers linger into May, I am reminded of April’s issue of Discover magazine. I picked up a copy on my way to Santa Barbara, and although much of it is beyond me, the article about microbes causing rain seems apt on days like today. Although I move in small circles, I hear many people commenting on how weird the weather has been this year. Mornings cold enough as to require a winter jacket, and evenings where a light sweater is almost too much. And the rain. Now, I realize that weather is always a decidedly local phenomenon, but apart from the rare reader in Antarctica or the Atacama Desert, we all know rain. In the biblical world the rain, as with so many inexplicable things before the birth of science, was in the provenance of providence. God sent the rain as a kind of blessing to a parched land. Thunder and hail, however, we sure signs of his displeasure. Discover suggests that maybe the answer lies in some being that is tiny rather than astronomically large.
The question that has frequently eluded answer among meteorologists is why some rain clouds rain while others don’t. No one really knows what the trigger might be—thus cloud seeding has often been a hit-or-miss proposition. Douglas Fox explores the possibility that, in his words, “The Clouds Are Alive.” Scientists can now measure the microbial life that survives in the sub-frigid temperatures high in the atmosphere above us. Amazingly we continue to discover that where we once thought conditions were too hostile, life manages to thrive. When I was a child scientific orthodoxy declared deep ocean trenches near volcanic vents far too acidic for anything to survive. Now we look at the clouds and see life. Not exactly the angels some theologians expected to find hovering above, but life nonetheless. And if the microbes are there, they might survive on a world as chilly as Mars (which, I hear, is even chillier than our apartment in winter).
One of the favorite gaps for the famous God-of-the, is the weather. As a symbol of what is beyond human control, indeed, the largest perceptible environment in inner space, the sky remains aloof from our tampering. Even so we’ve found ways to pollute our firmament. And now we’re discovering we’re not alone up there. The idea that the clouds are full of microbes sounds more like a Stephen King plot than an intelligent design. Actually, it is good old evolution in action. Life is surprising in its ubiquity. We’d once convinced ourselves that it was rare and could only thrive in environments similar to ours. Now we know that even on a terrestrial scale of survival, we are wimps. Every cloud, they say, has a silver lining. Little did they suspect that the light might be shining off of microscopic life.