I take good care of books. It’s my personal goal that after I’ve read a book you won’t be able to tell. I used to mark books up, but it occurred to me that I want the books to outlast me and if someone else is to get the full benefit of them I shouldn’t be doing such scribbling. Of course, when a book has to commute with you there’s bound to be some scuffing from being put into a briefcase along with other necessities. On the days I don’t commute, I try to replicate bus time for reading. I curl up in a chair with my book and a cup of coffee to warm my fingers, and read. The other day as I did this, a drop of coffee made its way from my mug onto the open page. I was aghast.
Reading a marred book page is eternally distracting. My eye is immediately drawn to the imperfection and I sometimes can’t even make sense of the sentence in which the blemish occurs. Not because I can’t read it, but because I can’t get beyond the hurt. Coffee rings are chic, I know, on the cover of a book or a notebook page. It’s one of the truest clichés of the literary crowd. Coffee and a good book. Not coffee in a good book! I tried to get back into the flow of the narrative. My eye kept wandering back to the spot I’d unintentionally marred—I’d violated my own principles. Unintentionally of course—this isn’t Starbucks where the heat is set at a reasonable level and you don’t have to scrunch up to keep warm. But still. But still.
After many minutes of feeling like I’d shot a friend, I managed to move on. I kept turning back to my coffee page to see if the damage was as distracting as I thought it was. After work that night when I picked my book up again—commuting is a twice a day activity—I turned back to the damaged page and frowned. Books are, to some of us, friends. I want to treat them right. I line them up in order on their shelves, knowing just where to find them when I need them again. One careless drop of coffee had taken its eternal toll on an innocent tome. I realize this world lacks perfection; I’m not naive. Still, this book, which wasn’t cheap, now bears a scar that I dealt it. Will I ever comprehend what that one page says? I hope my silent friend will forgive.